why ?
why ?
Am ?
Am ?
Am ?
Did ?
Did ?
Did ?
yeah. most of you will not be able to understand what im thinking & writing now.
well, im just upset.
those are questions posed.
the person will not know that im talking about him/her this way.
(:
its a good thing though.
I don't dare to tell you, face to face, is because ; i still treasure it. Im suspecting about you.
Do you ?
i dare not think too much about your actions.
all i wanna know is that ' Why? '
i really hope its just me being oversensitive.
im really really tired for all you know.
trying these & that. but nothing seems to make you change.
Maybe if you carry on,
i maybe won't care.
But i still did.
& i know ;
i am proud of myself for being able to do the things within my ability.
Whether or not,
its still you that makes the difference.
I will not interfere with whatever decision you make.
However,
please do show some response if you don't want it.
i will not show any signs of anger or be cold towards you.
All i know is that,
I've done my very best to salvage the situation.
Now,
things seems like its not in my hands & within my ability,
i cannot control it anymore.
if you wish & i hope this will happen ;
Change your attitude towards me.
im NOT forcing you to do it.
its your own will.
But i will have to say :
Your actions really freaked & upseted me.
Im confused & tired.
All i want & need now is Peace.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
STOP !
What is it?
Just What?
oh well.
i guess none of you will understand it at all.
:D
but its okay though.
' Whatever ' is still the best word.
(:
<3>
NANA.
i guess its all i can do.
I give up.
So what if i keep trying ?
Your attitude will still not change.
So what for?
it will only keep me tired & frustrated.
Why must i suffer for you?
Why can't i be myself again ?
If you wanna ignore, so be it.
I will neither care nor turn cold.
because IM STILL WARM !
(:
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