repenting. regretting.

HAI.
why must liddat?
make me feel so happy at first.
then throw me down from heaven.
great damage okay?
now i learn not to really trust people.
Not confirm yet then i dun have to carry too high hopes.
okay,
fine.
i regret getting so happy.
how i wish i never get to see the message.
i've lost the chance yet again.
i've missed the chance yet again.
oh well,
embrace yourself.
there will always be a next time.
what i don't like is that you drop me down from heaven when im having super beautiful dreams & being in super good mood.
you drop me down just like that.
you didnt know about the damage.
you didnt think about the damage.
Again,
what am i to you?
i told you im not cold-blooded.
i feel the pain.
its like dropping down from heaven & not back to earth. But yet down to HELL.
feeling regretful & disappointed.
OOOH.
forget it.
i SHALL not ruin my mood.
i need to keep my happy mood going.
i have to.
for the sake of TOMORROW.
(:
forget you & you.

im really regretting it. i feel the pain.

please don't give me false hope anymore.

shaddup if there's a need.

PS: im not scolding anyone.

im repenting.