DIARRHOREA? liddat spell?
O.O sucks lah.
i'm like shitting non-stop.
supposed to go for shooting today.
maybe last night rain bah. then my stomach got air?
O.x
aiyohhh. okay, fine. whatever.
hmmm, gonna pierce on Monday lah. Not today.
hee. :D
MAXINE ! THANKS FOR CATCHING ME SOME ELEPHANTS ! :D
YAY ! you are still gonna catch more elephants on the 14th. (:
don't be sad kay? YOU STILL HAVE MEEE ! :O YAH, you still have me. heehee.
Must make sure you bring the elephants to me. {; i'm looking forward to you bringing more & more & more elephants for ME ! <3
anyway, just IGNORE that person lor. Don't help her anymore. I suggest to you that. When that person is down & she comes complaining to you, your reaction will be ;
ORH, ORH, ORH, ORH, OOOHHH ! :D
HAHAHA. (: must make her even angrier. heehee. :X
things between us haven't been going too smoothly. I simply dunno what to say to you after that much hurt you've brought to me. We haven't been able to communicate well enough ever since that day. that night. I dunno what to say to you. Maybe I'm really running away. Maybe you are also running away. I can't bring myself to forgive you after you caused me so much pain & harm. I knew you were trying to find a topic for us to talk about. But after i typed so many sentences, you never replied again. What have i done wrong? Have i talked too much? Or is it because you don't even know the problems arising between us? I dunno what's on your mind. I know i can't run & hide away from you. But what is it that you want me to do? You were once the closest to me. But after that fateful & thankful night, i felt that your position & importance in me dropped. Dropped to almost a zero. what happened? Ask yourself. Maybe its your character that i cannot accept. But i dunno. I simply don't. What's happening to us? What's on your mind? I can't read your mind. I'm not gonna save this friendship / relationship OR whatever --SHIP is that. Just because of these three words ;
YOU
DON'T
CARE.
Or maybe another three words ;
YOU
DON'T
KNOW.
whatever it is, stop. & i will never ever help you ever again. You may think that there are no problems between us. But lemme tell you this ;
Realise & concern about the people around you. Don't ask for much. Don't take things for granted. Nothing is for granted. Everything DOES have a reason behind it. Just because you DON'T CARE. your attitude. SUCKS.
yeah, it's just another typical DON'T CARE person. maybe i haven't made it obvious enough. The person haven't changed. hmm, Maybe i'm just being sensitive. But i really dunno what's gonna happen on those days. I hope i won't lose my temper. I hope i will still try to talk to you. I hope everything is just because ;
I AM SENSITIVE.
yeah, maybe so.
oh well. Nightmares don't come true. As it turns out, I was lying about that too. This phrase is really true. :D From Jodi Picoult - Vanishing Acts.
(: Ever since i finished the Twilight Saga which is like before the school closes for year end holidays, i'm starting to read books. O.O miracle. One pity is that ; i dunno how to apply words from the books. Haiyohh. i dunno what to say already lar. I'm totally lost for words to describe that person.
-Forgive & Forget. I wish i could erase that night from my memory. you might not know that that night is really a great impact to our relationship for that night is the only night i've ever felt hopeless & despair, desperate & in anger.
-BYEBYE ! (:
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