Last fateful night. I lost my faith in YOU.

HAHA.
:DD
yes. im going for training tmr.
im going for the family chalet on the 17, 18 & 19.
so i won't be blogging.
HAHA.

yes. i cried miserably last night. That was the first time my tears dropped the most. Yet you still didn't even bother to ___. What have you done for me? Utter disappointment. Ask yourself what i've done for you when you felt angry, pissed. Now, this is what i get in return. Nothing from you comforting me. Where were you? you may gimme all the excuses you can find. But, do you think i will still believe & forget about it? you may think so. but lemme tell you this ; No, I won't. I will still go out with you & play with you. But, i will not bother if you ___ me telling me of what happened to you, why you are so pissed. I will do NOTHING.
N.O.T.H.I.N.G !

yes. i'm upset. Not upset of what happened last night. Neither angry about what my mom had done to me. I'm more upset of what i got in return. Last night, your actions spoke a thousand words when i was in need. This is how you leave me when i needed you the most. You abandoned me. Indeed, a few words of encouragement through ___ is what i needed the most to stand back up on my feet last night. Maybe the words in my ___ to you is harsh. But i was really crossed & mad. But you stabbed deep into my heart again after my mom had done so too. Its deep. It hurts.

the wound will take time to heal. but i may not be able to place my trust on you again. because you abused it more than once, less than hundred.

alrightttttt.
:D i'm done. i hope the person will know. i trusted the wrong person yet again.
to say ;
i'm so touched. so touched to receive a reply from MAXINEEEEE. THANKS, ALIEN !
relieved. I'm fine. really fine. :DD
i'm smiling & i'm back onto my feet again. do not push me down again.
:} yeah. some things happened last night. i did not blame it. But i thank it. thank it for happening & for letting me know some thing. ; i was so wrong to trust YOU. Maybe you dunno how huge your mistake is. & i'm telling you how HUGE it is now. your actions by not ___-ing caused great impact. i knew that i've trusted the wrong YOU. To make me type it out is already meaning that I'M ____. Yet, you still didn't know. This haven't been happening once. But whenever i needed help from you, you vanished.

To you all ; don't worry if you haven't done anything wrong.
:D okay, let's forget about this. forget about this person.
I'm already happy (: enough to have ALIEN & other friends. I see no need for that person already. I've helped the wrong person. :}
FORGET everything!
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yeah, I CAN'T wait to go back to school !
approximately 3 weeks more ! HANG IN THERE. we'll see each other REAL soon.
:P
okay. seems like i've nothing to post about anymore. I will change the picture ! :D
-BYEBYE !

i've lost all faith in YOU.


Tag replies ;
Chloeeee ; HELLO ! :D HAHA. thanks ! <33. yeah. of course it is. hmm. maybe after a few years then i put. See how first. xP

LEUNG ; LOL! you are GRACE's ah buuu lehs. How can be youngggg? :O HAHA.

MAXINEEE ; yeah. I REMEMBERRR ! :D HAHA. BLOWWWWWWW them away ! YAY! :P yes, thanks. I'm smiling already ! i remember you told me ; without you i cannot go SIAO already. HAHA. yah, let's go school & SIAO togetherrr. HAHA. actually i also dunno what BLOWWW them away when i tell you lor. HAHA. :O

GRACE ; HAHA. no laa. where got? O.O okay lo, in that case, then you are WELCOME. (: heeh heeh. xP'


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