i looked at his photos.

i looked for his photos yesterday.
he looked pretty good.
he's doing pretty fine.
he smiles everyday.
that's all i need to know.

well,
so stupid to like and be crazy over people who are like so far away from you huh.
can't believe that i actually think everyday about what will he be doing.
yes.
maybe i should stop it and just take that i only admire him.
how can i?
been trying to be as crazy as the old me.
but hard times just come my way.
economic is bad,
he's not updating.
homeworks.
test.
training.
competition.
my life just revolves around these things.
i've hardly any space to breathe.
..

yes, i know i may have caused you to misunderstand.

there's training this sunday.
there's a chinese test next tuesday.
there's homework to be done practically everyday.
but sometimes,
i'll stop to wonder what will he be doing.
yes, that's stupidity.
i once asked myself ; why do i still think of what he will be doing when he might not even know my existence and is so far away from me? That's probably my love for him.
..

Sorry to those people whom i caused lots of troubles or i may have been troublesome to.

Life's so tough.
Had maths test today.
i hope i'll fare better than the first test.
i could hardly keep up with the pace.

Science is difficult and chim.
chimology to the extreme.
electricity.
voltmetre.
ammetre.
current.
resistance.
how? teach me pleaseeeeeee.

there's too many coincidence and there isn't fate.
it's just coincidence.
by chance.
not fate at all.

going to watch BBF later. :)
i want to smile more often.
laugh frequently.
Now i know why people are getting so cranky.
:)

In the vast city, i hope to see you somewhere soon.
i never seen you once in reality.
believe that.
Out there, i'm like nothing to you.
You don't know my existence, do you?

WOW.
the post seems so emo.
whatever.
i'm so tired.
lucky there's nothing tomorrow.
i can sleep tight and well.
i won't want another nightmare.
please dont.
i need rest now.
and laughters to perk me up.

Hopefully my maths test will do well.
:D