glimpse of hope?

uhh. D:
my brains are fried.
wanna eat?

studied for 2 days.
ZOMG! it's freaking-ly insane.
cannot stand it anymore.
i'm going bonkers.
eyes are feeling tired and blurry.
maybe i ought to take a break.

things are gonna real suck.
maths, i suck at it.
science, i can't seem to memorise anything at all.
geography, i haven't studied yet.
history, ahman. you suckah. i hate you. i don't understand a single thing from chapter 1 -6.
literature, i can't remember anything about advertisements.

rahhhhhhhhh.
i told you, things ARE gonna suck.

how i wish there aren't any exams.
GRACE -; common test = mye. HAHA.

freaking hot man.
sianxzxzzxzxzzxzxzxz.
i just finished helping MA iron the clothes.
i forgot everything about school homework until just now.

Sorry MAXINE. called you like 1324564897451231 times.
HAHA.

as my personal message says,
'catch me when i fall, will you?'
yes, i think i'm crumbling soon.
i can't cope with the stress.
ohmygod.

i completed the chapter on light and colours.
completed what?
completed writing the notes and questions i got wrong from my assessment books.
yes, i find it sort of wasting time and energy.
but, it's only for this chapter.
cause i'm okay-so-confused with this chapter.
so, just did it anyway.
i'm planning to do my science revision tommorrow, monday and tuesday.
wednesday shall be revision for geography.
then after that, revise science again.

look, i really wanna do well for science and maths.
yet my brain can't seem to turn well.
yes, i admit to the fact that - i'm a maths toot.'
i hope after admitting to it, some miracle or what, will happen.
i'm so scared.
scared that i may not be able to solve questions.
feeling pressurised by people around me.
they are all so smart, fast at solving problem sums, able to use techniques to solve problems that i cannot think of.
people around me are zooming here and there.
so fast, just like a rocket.
yet i'm stuck.
it kills. its fatal.

i hope careless mistakes don't happen. cause it costs lots of marks.

did some questions during tuition.
i was slow.
after 40 mintues, i just managed to complete questions 1a, 1b, 1c, 2a, 2b, 2c.
D:
goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i AM slow.

nevermind, maybe i should concentrate on science and geography first.
worry later.







-; catch me when i fall, will you?
i hope to fall in your arms.