none of my business.

i think i once asked this before to ahwen.
"what's the difference between when actors kiss each other in show and when they kiss you in reality?"

i don't know what it will feel like to give up completely on him.
i'm afraid the day might come when he confesses he likes ______.
my birthday's drawing near, day by day.
i don't want that to be my birthday 'present' sort of thing.
i'm afraid that what ___ says are true.
what if that were to happen?
god, i've been running away from this cruel reality.
i'm madly and deeply in love with him.
so deep that i don't wanna let go.
it's so hard.
i won't wanna let go for i can't imagine life without thinking about him, going crazy over him and saving pictures on him.

nevermind, i shall stop.
damn lazy and tired to blog and emo over all these.
it sucks.
so does you.
idiot, if you wanna go with her then go lo.
my business?
none.
yeah, so okay.
byebye!