POOP!

oh yes. Like i tagged in AHWEN's blog,
Even newborns would scream and smile at the sight of Goo Jun Pyo.
:D
He's hawt and sexaye.
Oh.

anyway, lots of people think that they are compatible.
This is our conversation :
Chiewling - NANA, don't be upset uh.
Me - they quite compatible la.
That's why.
Chiewling - you still have me.

HAHA, potassium! Be jealous! :D

Arghh. I really do feel like venting my frustrations by blogging.
however, it's really gonna suck.
ahhhh.
nevermind, nevertheless, i'm still going ahead with it.
now.

maybe i should really let go. but, my heart's reluctant to.
it's afraid of not being able to think of you.
it's afraid of letting go.
it's afraid of missing you.
so whats gonna happen next?
you might stead with her.
and what has it gotta do with me?
you won't even know about my existence.
if only you read my blog.
'if only, if onlys come true.' - quoted from dearest elaine's blog.
how true. if onlys come true.
it's this fact that reminds me that you may not even know me.
i visit your blog without you even knowing, i doubt you even know how many times i went to your blog.
so what?
Maybe, there really be a day when you get together with her.
and what can i do other than reading the news?
it may hit the showbiz headlines but what can i do?
you've never known.
it's no longer idolise.
it's changed to love.
Maybe i need to believe in -; Love doesn't mean to have your beloved but seeing him/her living in bliss.
all these had been obstructing me. I missed the chance to see you when you're in town.
Will i miss the second chance?
Or even, will there be a second chance?
Even if there is, i'll be hesistant about seeing you.
why?
i'm not sure either.

yeah, maybe i've lost all senses.
but you're the only perfect one that i've ever wanted.