Saturday & Sunday.

Saturday:

ohno.

gawd.

i'm in a super confused state now.

Should i give up or not?

well, i should be the one asking myself that when i already changed so many things.

today was well, the first day not thinking of him, yet was reminded of him.

Ohwell. today kinda suck-ed, alot.

got very very pissed with some guailan people.

damn f-ed up.

pissed. and freak them, yo!

yeah, this was supposed to be posted on blog yesterday.

well, it isn't cuz MA suddenly wanted to use her laptop to go read news.

shit her.

ohwell, nevermind. no big deal anyway.

ohright,

argh, it's huanting me again. shucks.

freak it man. so sucky.

feel so trapped and contradict.

Didn't wanna give up cuz of, well, firstly, it's not gonna be so easy.

two, it's a waste.

three, i'm not ready.

four, the love's not really gone yet.

so as you can see, it's contradictive, isn't it?

freak this shit man.

yeah, he hasn't updated since 200509.

ahhhhhh.

why am i talking about him again?

skip this shit.

I think i'm gonna give him up after my trip to Perth.

ahh! STOP IT!

get a grip, girl.

Speaking about Perth, i'm real excited about it man!

ohmygosh.

it's about a month more to go.

:D Gotta start planning on what to wear! And buy/pack!

uhh, it's a month more.

-.-

have to end the last week of school, finish homeworks given, if any, finish trainings during the holidays then i'm good to go.

tried studying again. i'm so determined to study and do well for the next semester.

i hope i won't make a big hoo-ha out of it again.

i screwed up this semester's common test by failing literature when i knew what was expected of me. yet i failed it because my brain went haywire and all nonsense came spilling out.

if it wasn't for that, i believe i would have done better.

whatever the case is, i'm so determined to study and do well for EOY.

:D

however, to get started, i've to set my mind to the right mood and feeling.

to get my mind into the studying mode and stop playing so often.

yes, relaxation is a need but not too much nor too little.

i realised that if i've done too much work without relaxing, my brain is sure gonna get fried, badly.

Got up at 10+.

No tuition, exam's over, tutor thinks that i ought to take a break while KOR continues cause of O'levels.

Jiayou for him.

though he can't sees this.

(:

10+'s really early for me.

Slept quite late the night before around 12?

i know it isn't late. But i got up early on Saturday when i slept for only 8 hours?

yeah, it's terrible for me to hang on for a day with just 8 hours of sleep.

Good job.

:3

Playing makes me go overboard.

i got bored after playing.

did some sewing for my cloth and then watched a bit of We Got Married.

4.30, re-watched the beach.ball.babes?

then wrote some stuffs down into notebook.

phrases.

kookoo.

its so boreddddddddd.

D:

i hate boredom.

whatever.

i shall upload some pictures for you all to laugh, smile, point, freak out, faint, jump, cry, scream and jeer.

HAHA. okay, so crappy.