so well, i've decided to update now.
:D
yes, i've been busy studying for my exams.
yes, i've been studying(!!)
people go crazy after and while studying.
and i was thinking 'studying makes me brainless.'
ohwell, i hope that's right and i don't have to study.
people pms after studying and while studying.
people hallucinate after studying and while studying.
people go lame after studying and while studying.
many things happened for the past few days while i wasn't online to update.
things that are funny.
things that are angry.
things that are stupid.
finally, geography and science common tests are over.
i'm left with 3 papers.
wish me luck, please.
history, literature and maths.
:O
horror with maths.
ohmygod. i so hate maths because i get upset, angry and RAHHH! with it.
it brings me agony in studying.
'practice makes perfect.'
i don't buy that.
'you reap what you sow.'
i don't buy that too.
cause i simply don't get it right and don't get rewarded.
ohyes,
and i have this really sweet yet bitter dream last night.
it's really so sweet yet hurting at the same time.
guess what i dreamt of?
its just so easy to guess.
you know.
yeah, i dreamt of L.
L carrying me in his arms as in like my whole body using his two hands.
he carried me and that's so super-duper-never-ever happening.
and then, i cannot recall how and what happened and before i knew it, i was his 'girlfriend'.
yet, the bitter part is,
he neglected me, i wouldn't say ignore, and continued to talk to other girls.
ohwow.
of course i don't feel good.
at the end, it stopped and i woke up.
oh, it's the next day, 6.40AM.
YAY. 5 more days!
<3
remember!
oh! and i got this quote from my dream, i just thought of it, or rather, it just flashed into my mind.
當你決定還了我，我已經還擇離開。
i don't think we can go to Sentosa on Wednesday cuz my MA says that there is construction works going on, thats why.
nevermind, i shall think of where to go.
tag me if you have some ideas.
shopping?
go play?
anyway,
today's paper is damn pek chek.
careless.
yes, that's what i hate and will forever remain as my enemy cuz it sucks!
totally and literally.
RAHHH! okay, thanks to some people!
FRIENDS :
thank you for all your 'jiayous' and messages(!!)
they're all appreciated.
:D
thank you for putting up with all my nonsense.
which are totally rubbish.
thank you for cheering me on.
thank you for lending me support.
thank you for remembering my birthday!
:)
it's just 5 more days.
There are some people i wanna thank specifically.
(in no order.)
AHWEN - thanks for all your comforting words. Thanks for not getting annoyed with me when i keep imagining things. All your efforts, its appreciated deeply.
Sorry for the inconvenience caused because of me.
You can do it! Must JIAYOU uhs!
believe in yourself!
MAXINE - OMG! Thanks for all your laughters, it always put me at ease.
Thanks for lame-ing and going insane with me.
You can do it!
Your results will show! Especially LA and MATHS!
your maths so pro, confirm can one la! :D
WEE - OHMYGOD! L IS DAMMMMMMM@~
Thanks for going crazy over hunks with me.
And for the many things you did for me.
things like encouraging me when my brains are fried.
i always feel relaxed while talking to you.
:D i know you're smart! DO WELL!
FAMILY -;
MA - thank you for your chocolates today!
it really made me happy and forgot about all my anger about careless mistakes.
though you're sometimes annoying, but i know you did it all for me.
it's all appreciated and understood! <3
PA - thanks for annoying me while i'm studying. -.-
KOR - thanks for your irritating music while i was studying.
FATS - thank you for leaving me alone.
ah, crap. it's all so crappy.
i'm watching My School Daze.
:D
the show's super cute.
you're my wish.
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