It is.

i've been trying, trying so hard..

Just to get this blog revived!
._.
Nobody seems to tag.
I've been trying.

I'm sick. Not healthy. Not well. Physically.
Pain in the left side of my throat, how i envy those who are well and having fun.
I'm sick and have to endure the pain. It's burning.
Finished at least 3 bottles of water. Which is insane. My waterbottle.
The puma one. It feels bloated to have lots of water in your stomach, digesting slowly. It feels horrid, to go to the toilet every half an hour. Troublesome!
I 'suspect' its an ulcer growing in my throat. Throats are dirty, many bacterias.
Which maybe explains my pain. The initial thought was, sore throat.
But hey, i realised that, even if i talk, it don't hurt, at all.
Neither does it hurt when i scream nor shout.
I feel normal when i talk, scream or shout. However, the pain comes when i swallow. Liquid or not, it still hurts. Well, i guess i'll have to bear with it, eh? No choice, gotta continue filling my stomach up with water. It does, suck, alot.
BBQ's just tomorrow, MA told me to eat as per normal. No changes. I'll try to abstain from those grilling and frying.

Did my best to finally finish cross-stitching for SAMMI's present.
I hope it looks fine. :D
It took me lots of effort to just cross-stitch a picture.
nevermind.
I just hope she'll use it & appreciate it!
<3



Anyway,
I think i gotta go?
o.o
okay,
bye!