searching for answers.

yeah, it's SATURDAY tomorrow.
Then, it will be SUNDAY.
Which marks the end of this week.
Which draws me one week near to PERTH! :D
I am happy. Also, confused.
Should i give up?
I made my promise to give him up after my trip.

What should i do when i really see him there?
What should i do when he's there?
What if he's living in the bungalow next to mine?

Maybe i shouldn't be thinking of all these.
They just won't happen.
But, question is, should i give him up?
Firstly, relunctant.
After all i've been true, after all what i called Fate with Him, and i end up giving him up, isn't that too..
wasted?
Maybe i need to be in Perth to search for the answer.
I know, that, unless this question has been answered, i will still be confused and stucked. Trapped would probably be a better word.
This problem starts to bug me whenever i'm sitting down, calm and quiet.
I've been thinking through this all.
Yet, it has still no answer.
Maybe i ought to go to Perth, unwind, think thoroughly on the plane, stone at my table for a day when i come back, make the best decision and be free from it all.
I'm like the wind, i don't like being tied down.
Tied down with a huge responsibilty.
I hate making tough decisions that will/will not affect my life/future.

Back to square one, perhaps, i'm still unable to.
let.






















him.





























go.