Free, alas.

:D:D
Photos are up on FB!
I'm gonna change my specs today!
Going to the optician's!
I wanna change my specs to black. Objections, anyone??
My degree went up. Can't see the projector screen properly.
Going chair meh. HAHA.

I dare not love you anymore. Further hesistation will result in greater pain. Afraid of the pain & misery i may have to go through once again, i've decided to not love you like my life. I still do love you, but, not as much as my dear life. Even if you have someone you love, i'll not be as heartbroken, i perhaps may even give you my blessings. I can't imagine my life living without thinking/loving you. It hurts to. I hope someone like R can catch me off-guard. Then, i'll probably forget about the pain you once caused me. Yes, i found an answer to that question. I was reluctant to let you go, to forget you. However, after much consideration and indecisiveness, i've learnt to let you go. It may be easier for me, it may also be worser for me. But whatever the outcome is, i hope i do not regret my decision.
I'm glad to be free from this misery. I'll leave these relationship into the hands of something called Fate/Destiny.