I think i lost my old self.

): Is everyone studying now?
oh. no.
These few days, i found that i want alot of things. Many.
Things like :
_Rebond my hair a second time.
_My hair to grow longer.
_A new schoolbag.
_A new slippers/havaianas.
_Go shopping.

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But i just don't get 'em.
I saw an mphosis bag. It's for going out, shopping.
I'm gonna get it on tuesday. I think it's nice. :)
Yet the price is a little too off.
52.60. wow. :/
But it's ok though, when i went for my trip, my ahma gave me 50$, something to like to bless me 'Have a safe trip'. So, my mum asked me to spend it. :o
HAHA. That's why it's still with me now. It'll be gone on tuesday! :(
Angry with mum for not letting me go rebond my hair. I told her this is the last time, yet she refuses to budge. -.-
Fine, whatever - oh - freakass.
Shouldn't have listened to her, should have listened to sister. The first time i rebond should let it grow longer, shouldn't keep it short. Now my hair is like some kenasai freak. -W-
Why do people get what they want when i don't. - Often, i wondered.
Maybe i should go get a job. But what can i work as?
-_-

Sucks. This really sucks. I can't get myself to study mode. This is really killing me. I'm going insane soon.
Someone, help!
My brain seemed to had a freeze or something, it just doesn't turn!.
People who don't study last semester is working hard now while i'm blogging almost everyday and not studying almost everyday.
I feel to as if lost my old self. I can't get it back!
Everyday, i feel like playing and not bothering about anything else other than play.
Everyday, i don't feel like studying.
Everyday, i feel tired when i'm about to start studying.
Is this some form of stress?

I feel like i've got nothing to study about. Moreover, classmates seem to be studying like some crazy die hard fans of studying. -.= oh no. It's back again.

I'm having an ominous feeling about this. Looks as if like i'm gonna fail. I feel insecure about this shit.
OH - MY - GAWD.

PS. -W- is a face. :)