& i'm serious.

Yes, i loved him. Now, i don't.
I have to admit all, that, i loved him more than anything else. Fretting over the future, over what is going to happen. I can't believe for a second, that, i've given up on him. Not really finished yet, but soon. Now, the mode changes.
From Love, to Idolise.
:)
That's simply it.
Until i feel that i can carry this huge and heavy burden again, i will not love you.
Till the day that i can finally muster the courage to love you again, i will stop going gaga over you.

Many will be interested in the reason. So, lemme answer all the Whys.
First, i don't think i'm qualified to even love him.
Second, i don't think i'll be able to accept someone who loved someone else so deeply.
Third, i don't want to be in love with someone who is unstable about this.
Fourth, it's a big blow to him that, his love died.
Fifth, i do not think i have the courage to face him.

I'll only accept him if he tells me that, he's over with his ex.


PS. I'm sure of this & i'm serious this time. It'll all end with this post.


I went gaga today. :D:D I laughed till i don't felt like laughing. Today's pretty.
It's just as if it was being created by angels.
Ok, i think i gotta go.

developed Devoted!
(inside joke. HAHA, MAXINE knows it.)