Neutral.

Alrighto, maybe my faith in chocolates are steadying.
I'm so glad that chocolates sent my happiness of 45% to 55%!
I'm so not ready to laugh and smile yet.
But it's gonna be fine tomorrow, i hope.
Anyway, I hope Mom surprises me with Obolo and she's coming back now.
Yeah, it's not a hope, it won't come true. It's just something i wish.
Oh, right, isn't it the same?

I'm feeling neutral now.
It seems so unusual to not smile or laugh.
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I shall be fine tomorrow.
Hope i won't be bombarded with all those questions.

Let's go burn some incense paper! :o