Mixture!

No more!
I'm no longer angry/sad/disappointed/feel like crying/feel like dying/feel like ending/feel like jumping off the cliff.
NO MORE!
So, i've decided not to remove. HAHA, thank your thick smelly asses! :D
YAY.
THANKS TO DORA.
I'm so relieved now. I spilled almost everything out, so, i'm not sad already. If you know me well, i can't stand being super emo. That's why, once i've let everything flow out, like menses blood and don't try to push it back in or stop it from flowing, then, i'll let it rest! That's why, just now, i have no listener and i cannot spill. It's bottling up inside, welling up like no one's business. That's why.

For your info, i've been crying under my duvet for the past days.
Because all she does is to blame me, blame me, scold me, scold me, push all the fault to me and lastly, make me think that i'm redundant.
I don't like her but i can't bring myself to hate her.
The anger and pain just ease off maybe after she talks politely to me after a while or after i cried a river.
Then, everything just vanished and nothing seems to stay.

Well well, i quarrelled again with her. She's just so unreasonable.
Buying clothes for her daughter is like wanting her life.
When had she ever bought me clothes? Like really seriously once in a blue moon, like what Ziying says.
For the past 14 years of my life, they've never sponsered any of my shoppings.
I mean,
are we really that poor? Not being able to shop madly for once.
Then what are those credit cards for?
Yeah, right! Got credit cards no cash/dollar notes.
Isn't it a little (...)?

Oh, i seriously think that those people who have parents' who are willing to sponser ought to be thankful. Cuz, some peeps like me, don't even have a try.
Yeah and to those who are over-spending, hurhur, please ah, try to save for your parents.
I just realised how rich those 3 girls were.
One Forever21 package really meant 'PACKAGE'.
Like ONE WHOLE CARDBOARD BOX FULL!?

Wow, goodness. Blackberry bold is worth 1,198 bucks.
Which can be equivalent to my 1 week shopping spree on branded stuffs?

YAY! SISTER'S RETURNING!
But she's coming back from Hong Kong.
OMG!
I so scared she pass me some unkown disease.
EEEE, i dunwan!
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

HAHA, i don't even know that there's some webby called www.changiairport.com.sg
-.-
Heh.
I'M SO GONNA KOPE HER STUFF! Then make her promise me that she'll lend me her clothes!
I'm so gonna run away from her.
HAHA!