SHIT.

Okay, i need to spill about some things which made me pissed and the other, sad.

Okay. One.

I really can't stand it anymore.

Can you stop pretending that you cherish her? You only wanna gain back your popularity and fame. That's what you want. You don't even fit for others to forgive you. Please, you're damn fake and i hate people like you. When you need others, you simply follow them like a pest but when you don't, you just push them away. Far away. When you're in the wrong, you don't apologise. Hello, so what if you're fucking hell rich? Don't you have some shame that you treat people who are so-called not popular in class shabbily? Please, grow up your mind. So what they aren't popular as you think? I'm not like you. I cherish all my friends as my best buddies of life. They're just like my gems which i can proudly introduce to the whole world. Who are you? I'm no friends with you. You aren't fit! Simply using money and efforts to buy over your evil deeds, what rights do you have to be my friend? You fucking screw things up, you ji bai solve things. Use some sense and think of what you've done. Don't ever dare tell me you apologised or you weren't in the wrong. Business and friendships are different. You earn friendships using your own means. I know your parents are businessmen. So? They taught you oh-so-good tatics to shoot you to fame in school? Don't effing shiatz give me these nonsense.

This is the impression you left for me. Good luck, pal.

Next!

I think i'm the extra of the siblings.

They just don't know how i feel. Neglect me. I hate you.

I hate feeling left out.

But, they just go on and on between themselves, not letting me into the conversation.

They're treating me invisible. Whenever i tried to talk to them, they carry on. Mother, don't you think it's fucking rude? Or am i so hard to listen to? Shyt you. Fine! I shall not talk.

Stupid. It's always this way. Brother and sister are having time of their own. They ignore me and whatever i want to say. I try going in but always get shunned out.

EFF!

Just now, my stupid brother f-ed me. What the crap?

I did say i need to study for a test, that's right. But, i also needed the computer to do my homework, god damn it!

Yeah, so he used 'what the fucking hell you need it for? Go and study for your test luh.'

Walao, ass. As if the computer is his liddat.

It's damn unlucky to get a vulgar person as a brother. BROTHER. HELLO.

OLDER BROTHER.

Sometimes, it really boils inside that i want to give him a tight slap across his face.

PLEASE, GROW UP.

FUCK THIS SHIT LAH.

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Then i should've said, you got O' levels still dunwan go study.

WAHPIANG.

FUCKED UP MAN.

Okay, i'm really irritated/frustrated/fucked up.

So,

if i'm cold/harsh tomorrow.

Sorry.

But, most likely i won't.

Cuz i won't lump school and personal affairs together.

And i exceptionally don't really like people who lump them together.

I think it's pretty unfair to the people around them.

HAHA.

Am not pointing fingers to anyone. Yeah, so don't misunderstand.

Just making my stand clear.

It's pretty unbearable to see black faces especially those you see in the mornings.

I'M AGAIN, MAKING MY POINT CLEAR.

SO DON'T MISUNDERSTAND.

IF I'VE OFFENDED YOUR BY SAYING THIS, SORRY.

:D

Alright.

I better go do science F6.3 worksheet now.

Then study maths test. ;)