About Me

My photo
I only love idiot boy.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Indeed.

Guys are jerks.
I agree. Totally.
They don't mean what they say. Or am I being too presumption?
You tell me, who should I believe now?
YouTube videos? Or what you said on tv?
Hey, it's getting a little too over now.
My head is seriously spinning like merry go-round with images of you flashing one by one.
Or perhaps? I shouldn't watch that video. Then everything won't surface.
Truth is, am I still being so crazy over you? Some foolish thing called 'love' that will never happen?

Fact is, I've been running away.
Escaping from this tangled wreck.
It's hard to get a both sides win-win situation.
People think I'm being very very insane.
Maybe I should consider this? - love isn't about possession.
Yeah, my retribution.
Hard to find out why cause I bottle up all thoughts. I don't even dare to say them out. It'll be so sluty and bitchy.

I save myself.
No one can save me.
Beat remedy is to let you go and let you out.
It's impossible to keep you back in, pretending only me and you exist on this earth.

I'll always remember this lesson you taught me - guys are jerks. They cannot be relied on. Rely on yourself, don't trust men.
Thank you for this precious lesson which cannot be bought with money.
You take care, be well and strive well. All the best in everything you do.
Don't get cheated or hurt by women as well.
Be it you see this or not, I'll still post this for you.

No comments: