I think so much.

I'm so dead.

Mid-years are that close yet I totally have no clue about it approaching.

Oh yes. Just a note to self -

There's nothing called 'copying'. It's just how people want to dress, it's their will, we can't stop.

There's nothing to prove about it.

So what if you dress that way first and they dress the same next?

For all you know, they already had that intention to dress that way, way before you thought.

I have absolutely no expectations for the Mid-years.

I just hope for the best.

But I'll definitely give my all.

Definitely do my all for CT2.

What that lies beyond our control, is the unexpected.

I still can't control my mind to doubt the intentions of others,

be it good or pretentious.

We can't control what's going to happen but we can definitely control what we want to happen.

I'm someone with an 'innocent' face,

yet a mind filled with complications.

I always can find a pretentious intent of someone's action,

even though this intent may not fit the character of the person.

Perhaps this confession may do harm to people around me,

but nonetheless, they ought to know what's running through my mind.

Of course, in due course,

I may find myself thinking over the boundaries.

Mulling over things that are way beyond the horizons.

Which can never happen.

Or may not even be the intentions of others.

Right, I shall stop this nonsense and

FOCUS.

ON.

MY.

DAMN.

PHAILED.

CHINESE.

COMPO.

SHIT. :(

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