My prayer for you will reach the sky. <3

It ends here.

2010-05-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

So sorry that I have to lock this down.

HAHAHA

I'm so sorry.

I created it long long time ago.

And now, i find it easier to use.

So,

yeah.

Blogger life ends here.

The beauty and her mockery.

2010-04-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hi people.

Quite surprising that i'm still using the computer huh.

I WILL GET AWAY FROM CYBERWORLD.

I think so much.

2010-04-17T22:05:00.000-07:00

I'm so dead.

Mid-years are that close yet I totally have no clue about it approaching.

Oh yes. Just a note to self -

There's nothing called 'copying'. It's just how people want to dress, it's their will, we can't stop.

There's nothing to prove about it.

So what if you dress that way first and they dress the same next?

For all you know, they already had that intention to dress that way, way before you thought.

I have absolutely no expectations for the Mid-years.

I just hope for the best.

But I'll definitely give my all.

Definitely do my all for CT2.

What that lies beyond our control, is the unexpected.

I still can't control my mind to doubt the intentions of others,

be it good or pretentious.

We can't control what's going to happen but we can definitely control what we want to happen.

I'm someone with an 'innocent' face,

yet a mind filled with complications.

I always can find a pretentious intent of someone's action,

even though this intent may not fit the character of the person.

Perhaps this confession may do harm to people around me,

but nonetheless, they ought to know what's running through my mind.

Of course, in due course,

I may find myself thinking over the boundaries.

Mulling over things that are way beyond the horizons.

Which can never happen.

Or may not even be the intentions of others.

Right, I shall stop this nonsense and

FOCUS.

ON.

MY.

DAMN.

PHAILED.

CHINESE.

COMPO.

SHIT. :(

Freak much.

2010-04-14T02:37:00.000-07:00

My hair is screwed!

Can't wait for Friday. <3

Dubious.

2010-04-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

Never try to imprint. It never fails to backfire.

It's been a while.

And I'm back.

Bet you guys missed me.

Anyhow, I just wanna say - Life's so far so guud. Many ups and downs.

The ups can literally throw you up and the downs are those unbearable.

Oh yeah, just realised some stuff.

Ain't people just so materialistic?

I don't know, many things just happened. And I'm getting those sort of sick feelings.

Sick as in, tired of everything.

Tired of how the world is like.

Tired of how the world works.

Tired because I keep thinking about things.

Things, that I'm always able to find a reason for.

What's the world becoming like?

Things never seem to work out.

Those things, I can never sort out. Neither can I explain.

It's just feelings.

I wanna run away.

Away from this plastic world.

This world has made me dubious of everything.

I'm always doubting people's intention, be it kind or evil.

Be it good or bad.

Because I need a define answer to everything.

An answer that I can rely on and believe in.

I wanna go KOREA! Teehee.

I wanna see YB.

I wanna see GD.

I wanna see T.O.P.

I wanna see Jonghyun.

I wanna see Key.

I wanna see Yongeun.

I wanna see Hongki.

I wanna i wanna eat ramen.

Heh heh heh.

You're my art, my masterpiece. <3

Heh heh, my bbys.

2010-04-02T02:20:00.002-07:00

This girl is so much better than Yoona or whoever from SNSD.

2NE1 is so much better than SNSD.

They compose and sing better songs than SNSD.

Sorry, i'm anti-SNSD.

Cause they really don't worth any of my attention.

Of course, there are girls from SNSD that are quite okay.

Like Yuri and Jessica.

2NE1 is the best though.

My BB babies are even more worth and deserve my attention.

I'm so stunned by GD's talent seriously.

His remixes and acapella is just one word - OMFGWTFBBQ.

Whew.

GD's a talent.

YG is talented. (L)

I wanna be your dancer.

To coordinate and move your moves together with you.

I love you, YB. <3

He's just being such a cutie.

D:

2010-03-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry to disappoint you all.
My grades are going downslope/degrading/downhill/deproving.
What nots.
And i'm damn sad.
Cheer me up, GDYB.

<3

X

#720,

2010-03-19T22:39:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M HERE TO UPDATE. <3

Anyway, BB BABIES ARE SO AWESOME. THEY BRING ME JOY.

I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX.

No one can replace them.

HAHAHAHA.

I'm all hyped cuz of them.

They make me go 'WOW'. (WILD!)

HAHAHAHA ALRIGHT THIS IS GETTING A LITTLE NUTS.

I AM GETTING A LITTLE NUTS.

I AM SHO HAPPY CUZ OF THEM!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MAHAFFAIR IS SUPER CUTE.

I CAN GET ALL HIGH COS OF HIM LAH.

Omfgoodness.

Okay, i go chiong disastrous Amaths nao.

BYEBYE.

School's, unfortunately, re-opening soon.

Not much time for BB BABIES.

Mid-years are hitting soon.

So, i have to put BB BABIES on hold.

But i will get them back asap!

Bye, love ya'll.

Love?

2010-03-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

I swear i will not use the computer tomorrow.

I will try to sit down and finish my homeworks.

I will try my best. :D

Yeah, i agree with Ziying.

I don't really care, though. :)

Stoooopid guy, i don't wanna talk to you next time. Reply sho short.

Go eat nugget la. RAH! I want pull someone's nipples already.

Term 1.

2010-03-12T07:25:00.000-08:00

Hi webbersssss.

Haven't been updating properly due to the really packed weeks.

Finally, busy days are over.

Can really relax myself.

Quite problematic when it comes to dealing with lousy results and all.

Especially my hair. -.- It keeps curling, for goodness sake.

So shingz.

Anyway, lousy results are like super normal nowadays.

I seriously cannot be bothered.

The teachers give the tests like nobody's business and then, they cannot mark in time and return to us. We, as students have to wait for weeks before we can see our marks.

Teachers are so smart, they think we have a month of holiday when the break is only for a week.

Seriously, what the heck.

Everyday's been a very good day.

There're ups and downs. Really cool.

Cos, we go mad. Me, rather. I go mad and siao and crazy.

Simply madness. I go mad in the evening or when the day is about to end.

My craziness acts up, for no apparent reason. I just felt like laughing, so i just do some things to make myself laugh - self entertainment.

Well, 10 weeks flown by just by -

mugging,

sleeping,

laughing,

'touch my hair',

'i cannot open my eyes! Shit la.',

'ehh! he's over there.'

'Ohmfgoodness.'

'Walaooo, he neh look.'

'Eh, idiot la, i dunwan like already.'

'Shit him la.'

'Where's he ah?'

'Where he go ah?'

'Walao, i stay back for him he go home ah?'

'ehh, my hair curly not?'

'how much you get?'

'I emo already.'

'I sad already.'

'ehh nana, you stomach pain ah?'

'i think halfway emaths, i need go toilet shit.'

'wah, cannot stand it already, need go shit.'

'ehhh, go shit la.'

'maxine, are you okay? Don't die.'

'Wah, i cannot stand you eh, i need sit down.'

':D:D:D'

'heh heh heh heh.'

'ha ha ha ha ha.'

'nana siao already.'

'ehh, you walk backwards damn fast eh. You level what already ah?'

'I level 12.'

'I going to level up soon.'

'Ahhh, maxine. I scared. How to go down?'

Maxine & Ahwen, I will never forget how much your laughed when your

are supposed to get down the 'hill'. Wtc! Hahahahahahaha.

Isn't it simply madness? Can you imagine the amount of laughter we produce during lessons? And most importantly, during school days?

Frankly, i hate the one week holiday. We don't seem to be in the holiday mood.

Time flies really quickly.

March now, i can still remember the first day of school.

Not too long after, it'll be prom.

Hahahaha, i can't wait!

PROM FTW.

Hahahahaha, i already thought of my theme for Prom.

Haha, alright, i'm thinking way beyond expected.

I'm gonna be out the whole day tomorrow.

I shan't talk about the details till i'm backkk! And ready to post.

Anyhowz,

it's getting late. I should go sleep now. Gotta wake up and meet the gang tomorrow.

Oh, oh, oh!

My hair is looooooooooooooooong nao.

I sho shouldn't cut it.

Hahaha, but i will, sometime soon. Not so soon, though.

I still can't bear to. Maybe a few days(?) later.

Depends. I pray that Hasna don't catch me.

Otherwise. :( You'll see me in sad face until i get to rebond again.

HAHAHA.

Till i kiss you again,

^^

2010-03-12T04:06:00.000-08:00

Out the whole day tomorrow, I guess? :D

CHIO TTM!

2010-03-10T04:50:00.000-08:00

Aww, isn't she pretty? Like an angel. :(

I wished i could be half as pretty as her.

She's uber uber chio. My chiobu! :D I wouldn't mind giving up Taeyang if they go together.

I really don't mind losing to such a chiobu like her.

Ohmygoodness. She's dammmmm like mad. Shittt.

Really love her abs at the second last photo.

My goodnesssss.

Damn!

She's way better than me, a million gazillion times better.

I can only say - she's the only one that can make me go "ooh, chio!!!!!"

My hotties, ftw!

2010-03-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

Don't your find this funny? Ain't really sure if he really did this to his hair, but still,

i'm so amazed at how his hair can be so atrocious. HAHAHA.

My hotties FTW! <3

2010-03-02T06:57:00.000-08:00

Ohmo, everyone's studying. Hardly anyone online.
I shall re-emphasise on my point cuz I feel that it's a very sentimental statement
that makes it perfect to give to a bitch like her - you're just a freaking poser but have epic-ly failed pathetically.

Nice right?
I'm so tired after chionging 1.7 chapters of biology.
The chapters are so long becos of one thing - they kept repeating the same old thing. Same concept.
Seriously ought to get LOL-ED at.
Nevermind, anyway I've completed my notes on 2chapters of biology. I slept at 12.30 last night.
Pro right? Chiong from 8 to 12.30. Not bad eh.
Quite fast.

Hahahaha. Alright, I'm being thick-skinned. Lol.
Ntu shoot today totally sucked. Screw AI. -.- they bagged the gold.
Damn! There goes my dream of demanding P to demolish the idiotic, useless staff room that only blocks my way to the range.
I knew they won't be so good to open up the shutters to the range. Its extra distance, having to walk one round. Can't cut through the staff room, darn teachers will become oh-so-concerned about your safety.
Useless piece of shit, they ought to demolish it and build it somewhere else. D:

Anyhow ~
I'm so damn tired. Darn the photoshoot tomorrow. Screw it, put what makeup la.
I look ghastly enough, thus I don't need foundation, gotdamn!

Bye ladybirds,
your mama's off to bed!

X

I'm being judged and it's no fun.

2010-02-28T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hi cyberworld.
-pig face.-

It's been a while, I guess?
Oh well. Just pondering over the statement - I can't do anything if people want to hate me.
Really can't do anything much, yes?
Can't expect myself to be that little perfect angel in everyone's eyes.
It's been a few times since I've been judged.
Alright, maybe I do judge sometimes but still. It sucks to be judged by someone close.

The comforting thing of the day is - I have a cousin who has a girlfriend working in the Korean hotel tourism sector.
I heard her sharing about her encounters with ft. island, SHINee and B.E.G.
I hope to have a free ticket and have first priority to be with the stars soon. Teehee! :D

Anyway, I'm being so retarded everyday.
Visiting the dentist tomorrow. Ahhhhh!
Later she scratch me.
So!
I'm gonna clean my teeth before and after breakfast tomorrow.
Hahaha. I hope Mum doesn't think I'm mad.
Cos I got it figured out - I'll be the first three to visit the dentist.
Which means, if all else goes well, I should be able to visit the dentist before recess.
I hope everything goes smoothly.

X

Aww.

2010-02-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

Handsome or what!

Two different guys, by the way. The first one rocks. \m/

Thanks, i have great taste! :D

Epic fail shitz.

2010-02-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

Oh right. I'm supposed to upload a photo.

Lemme tell you that it's effing funny.

Hahaha. The only person who can do that is me!

The one who utterly has no whatsoever thing to do.

The one who has been bored to tears lately.

I guess i'll be free next week?

Should i arrange to go shopping?

Hahah.

Okay, i just realised that some people who wants to copy freakingly failed, epic-ly.

Mahahah. Right, i'm so mean.

I mean, even if you want copy also just copy properly or do some modifications right?

Hahah, but you failed utterly.

:D
So sad, no one can be able to duplicate someone.

Alright,

I needa run~ Hahah, I'm gonna pangseh ___ on MSN. Hahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahahahhahahhaahahahaha.

Ignore me, i'm mad thoroughly.

Gloria's.

2010-02-25T03:04:00.000-08:00

Can I have Gloria Jean's now?

I finally have a time off the hectic schedule.

Haha.

School's been pretty fun these days.

Awesome days so much so that I'm so reluctant to leave after school.

Ohmy! :D

Been staying back till pretty late.

I'm going crazy.

Starting from - Ahwen, touch my haaaair.

To - Camera, touch my haaaaaaaaair!

Then - Ehh, who will run away in shock, waving their hands in the air like this? -Does the action-.

Ohemgee.

I'm getting more and more lame by the days.

Why?!

Will my children be even more siao than me in the future? Uh-oh.

Uhh, oh!

Shitxz.

This is so shingz, i swear.

I have to run 2.4 tomorrow.

Boring ttm.

Hope Maxine, Minhui and Ahwen run tomorrow with me.

Hahahah, then we four crazy zhabors can go running together and get high.

Oh, this is uber unimaginable. Imagine the amount of noise pollution we will make.

Hahaha.

Okay, this post is going nowhere. I should end it here.

Kiss my arse!

SLR ♥

2010-02-23T02:11:00.000-08:00

Oh, SLR FTW.

I've been and I'm busy busy busy every single day.
Saturday was an awesome day out.

Sorry Ziying. Not that i lied to you. But is cos my mother had to finish her client's book so we had to cancel the outing. Then instead, i went out with Maxine they all. :D

Proved.

2010-02-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

Can't take it any longer. Kwon Ji Yong is just being Kwon Ji Yong.
Perfectionist.
Skip the front few minutes until the 4th minute.
About there, watch his A Boy performance.
Love it ttm.

Not only Youngbae can do it, Ji Yong can too.
Shows that Big Bang has the ability to be first in anything and everything.
The first korean band that i'm very impressed with and
i am very sure that they'll strive even harder.

Congratz to Jiyong for making it into the London Magazine - Tank.
Fyi, Tank is a prominent London art, fashion and culture magazine.

Baby's expanding even further. :D

Encouragement to my hotties.

2010-02-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

Wear a smile - One size fits all.
Keep going, my hotties. (L)

It's 1.13AM.
CIAOS~

CNY'10!

2010-02-14T06:52:00.000-08:00

More photos will be up tomorrow.

I hope the SLR photos can be developed smoothly.

For once, i was a photographer and i enjoyed the process very much.

And i'd love to operate the SLR soon.

I find a bit of use of the SLR today.

Ain't very happy with the amount received today.

Quite disappointing cuz my siblings obviously got so much more than me.

They got like 20 - 60$ more.

Oh, i ain't in the enthusiastic mood for CNY this year.

:( My CNY eve was ruined by my naggy mother.

She totally made me frowned 23243542897 times that day.

Gross, my sister told me to mosaic her face if i'm gonna upload 'em.

Obviously, i don't bother.

Waste my time. Am just gonna upload them all at a shot.

Eww.

I only finished Amath homework.

I guess i'm screwed from head to toe, huh.

Need to complete them by tomorrow.

But anyway, the atmosphere today at Grandma's was good.

They were into the Chinese New Year mood.

The house was freaking like a gambling den.

Alright, my eyes are closing.

You can say that i'm posting half-blind.

Having breakfast with Uncle tomorrow(?). Macdonalds.

Mmmhmm. I guess i'd better be in bed.

Can't believe.

2010-02-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

I long wanted to post about this as a form of encouragement for my dear boy, Kwon Ji-yong, G-dragon.

It's okay, my boy. It will be over soon, endure it for a while longer. In no time, you shall be cleared of the whatsoever controversies and plagarisms.
.

I love his fashion sense and how he dresses.
I have absolute faith that he makes the best idol.
Love his blonde, love his rings, love his blazers and love the way he twists his face, making it so unbearably cute.
I just love how he express his emotions using photoshoots, by making nice facial expressions that no one else can copy.
I just love it his way!

I pity him and I want to help him, thus -
Dear God, please protect him from any form of harm be it physically or mentally. Keep his heart at peace always and keep his heart warm, never allowing it to stop beating ever so warmly.
Do not allow his mind to be affected by those unnecessary nonsense.
Give him strength to overcome all these.
Prevent him from crumbling and ensure he has a safe journey out of all these.
He's a talented man thus I want to protect him.

X

The Cheat.

2010-02-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

I don't get it -

Why must people get back at us?

I am clear of my conscience.

That's all i need to know.

Be it hatred or not,

I can't give a shit.

Oh yes, Happy Birthday -

U-know Yunho. ^^

Miss, love, want.

2010-02-11T05:17:00.000-08:00

I miss the cold weather there. :(

Miss it shit loads.

Miss the tranquility.

Miss the fooooood. (YUMMY!)

Miss the camelsss.

Miss the pumpkin sooooup!

Miss the pizzaaaaas.

Miss the uber big egggs.

Miss the chocolatessss!

Aww. It's the chinese new year week. Gonna get super busy tomorrow.!

Hahaha. Am going on a shopping spree, a total spreeeeeee!

Like buying many many thingssss.

Woohoo.

I'm gonna get you, my boots!

^^There! This is what i want. This is from UO. Pricing at 68UK$. -.-

Love it to the max!

I hope to find something like that tomorrow!

And my beautiful fedoraaaaaaaa. Appear, please please please!

Anyhowwww.

Sistaaa's not going to school tomorrow. Andandand, maybe once after Maxine goes home, i'm gonna meet her then i'm gonna walk walk walk again.

Hahahah, till my legs break.

And, it's goodygood! I love my legs to break.

Is there training on Saturday?

Aww, i'm so lazy to get my arse there.

Can someone just throw me o'er? >:
Yeah, i'm a stupid idiot lazy butt hole.

Should i get those River Island shadesssss? Aww, 50 bucks fer one.

Ohgod.

I really wished i had extra cash now. NAO. NOW.

Ain't these pretty? :/
I want 'em too! :(

I shall be on time for training on Saturday!
I mustn't be lazy anymore.
I SHALL GO FER TRAINING! (though i'm uber lazy to get my ass there. Ahwell.)

Till the cows come home,

X

Ooh, i didn't manage to complete the Emath quiz.

But, it's okay. Most importantly, I know the solution so even if i didn't complete it, it's okay.

It doesn't matter. :D

The Biology test was uber uber cheat for some people.

Who knew and yet refered.

What's more, kept it from us.

Wow, a saint now eh?

Humm.

2010-02-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

Obviously i don't frown as cute as him. But one thing in common - I frowned 25864561 million times today.

Oh boy.
Many things have been running all at one go.
Feelings mutate.
Fun times.
Irritating moments.
If you look properly, my schedule is so crammed up that there's hardly for any relaxation activities. Ah well, i just hope for cny to come quickly. Then i can relax ttm.

Oh great, my hair is so curly now.
And i really hate it!
Cheat my money one lor. Rebond not even for 6 months then curl already.
Piang eh.
I should buy a hair straightener soon.
Maybe from Watson. The better quality one.
^^ I'm gonna get it asap. Maybe right after cny.

Anyway, from Gojane. Should I?
It's uber cheap right now.
S$21. Maybe 30 - 40$ cos of shipping fares.
But, someone has it. -.-
If i can't find any in fep, i shall order this. Just, i can't wear it during cny.
DAMN! Should have ordered so much earlier.
Shucks!

I'm really starting to hate myself.
I've got loads of things to buy yet i'm stuck with school life.
I wanna get a break away from all these, soon.

I needa get my -
Hat,
Boots,
Bag and
Hair straightener.

Help me again, pleaseeee.
Like make my parents strike lottery again.
Then i can get my share. Teehee. ^^

X

Don't, judge.

2010-01-30T03:49:00.000-08:00

It's been a while people.

Sorry to scare you guys with my oh-so-unglam picture.

But whatever. I'm just here to say something.

No one has the right to judge others.

♥

2010-01-23T21:54:00.000-08:00

Big Bang, all the best for your concert! Lemme wish your first.

Not sure if i'll have the time to wish your on the first day of your concert.

But still, take care.

And, ILOVEYOU.

Hahaha, ybgd -<3 hwaiting!

Getaway soon, please?

2010-01-23T21:48:00.000-08:00

I need a getaway desperately.

Yesterday was awesomeeeeee!

Had ultimate fun with those old gang of ours.

(Y).

Come again during cny 3/4th day?

My mother wants our house to be noisy like shit again. -.-

Hahahaha.

I shall study for Geog cos i dun wanna be struggling like madness on Tuesday.

I'm dying.

2010-01-22T06:37:00.000-08:00

The pile of work never seem to decrease.

Aww, fuck.

Tonnes and tonnes of work piling up that i hardly can squeeze out time for rest. Much less use the computer / relax.

Tests are all oncoming. Smacking behind each other.

Congratulations to myself.

I failed my first S.S test which can be said the first test of the year.

Woohoo, i rock.

Anyhoww!

I chopped off my hair.

Eww, gross. I miss my long hair ttm!!!!!

Seriously. I swear i was regretting every second, minute and hour after i had it cut.

I really felt like slapping that old bitch who caught me.

Wasn't Hasna. She became tamer.

Hahah, she's uber nice this year. She didn't catch my hair. Only my socks.

But whatever, she's just still very very nice.

Hasna is so coooooool. (Y)

That old bitch really should go and die.

"You're fat, go and die."

Really felt like telling her this.

Great effort, my hair is a total disaster and ugliness.

Thanks, man. (slap you.)

Oh, gotdamn!

2 tests. One on Monday and the other on Tuesday.

Hectic much, yes?

Work is never ending. That means, less time for yb.

I sort of 'ruined' 1.6 today.

I was hoping hard for it to rain the next day and it really rained.

Woohoo. Thanks to me, we didn't run but we did things that were more insane.

It's physically strenuous like running with Jeremy Foo.

Goodness, i let him run first, fortunately.

Stupid L finally updated his gotdamn dead blog.

YB's preparing hard for his BIGSHOW CONCERT.

I wish him all the best. :D Woohoo, i'm showing favouritsm.

I can't wait for YB's birthday. So coincidental, 2 days before mine.

:D Hahahaha.

'Slacking' only applies during training.

I want to go back to those good old days.

Hugging my pillow/bolster to sleep at 10.30.

So unlike now.

Just falling flat onto bed and sleep like "what the fuck, i don't care about pillows, no more."

I sleep without sleeping on a pillow, i just grab and hug anything in my way.

Seriously, my bed is in a mess. The floor too, everywhere in the house too.

But somehow, i love the messiness.

It's pretty cool.

Just throw everything and searching like digging a grave.

Isn't it fun?

I think a hamster can't survive for a day in my house. Everywhere's absolutely scary.

I want a boston terrier too. I want my boston terrier to be Boss' brother too. Hahaha, although he already has one. I shall name it - KUSH! Hahahaha, YB's brother.

-.-

Maxine, miss reading my posts right?

2010-01-17T05:45:00.000-08:00

We had DTF for dinner last week. And, yesterday, i just went to Ion Orchard.

Great job isn't it?

I'm totally rushing for time and pressing for time. And if you've realised, it's been ages since i last post using the desktop.

Aww. I seriously hate Sec Three life. I wanna go back to 2009.

My 2010 life is a horror.

And, millions of my brain cells were effingly fried and killed and burst.

Aww. Isn't it horrific?

Just cos of one stupid e-maths.

Great work by Brian Ho.

Gave us so many tough questions when Amath haven't even covered.

Damn! I'm getting stupider by the days man.

And, lazier as the months pass.

Oh boy, i guess i'm screwed totally for next week's tests, yes?

9 more days to babyjaejoong's 24! <3

Dead, so dead!

2010-01-16T05:51:00.000-08:00

Omg!
I'm so super super dead!
Haven't complete my work, and not even started on studying with the tests.
Goodness! I can't wait to get over with the tests and quizzes nex week!
Shit! There's training tomorrow! After my tuition.

Argh.
Sec Three life sucks. D:

My new best friend! <3

2010-01-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

Hahaha. My cute friend. He's my friend alright? :D I just officially made him my best friend.

Anyhowxzxcxzx, missing me?

Busy days since the start of school.

Been busy busy busy with homeworks.

Hell busy, seriously.

I've been going to school everyday being damn hell tired.

I hope school ends earlier next week. Like, can they just change timetable like how they always do last year?

School has been ending at 2 to 3 plus.

Never once at 1.

Darn. And they pile us up with mountains of work.

Seriously, teachers are so mean.

The timetable committee ought to be sacked.

Haha.

But nevertheless, i still managed to squeeze out time for my show.

Hahaha. It's awesome, frigging nice.

You guys should watch - You're Beautiful.

^^ I've been through like 12 episodes already. And am reaching the finishing line.

Really, it's nice. Hahaha. Another fabulous korean drama.

Effing nice.

Hahahahaha, my favourite actor - Jeremy, yo!. (above.)

Oh my, he's damn cute.

His acting skills are really 10/10.

Hahaha.

Anyhooooooooooooooo.

I'm going out for dinner!

Nice food again. Let that be a treat for me working very very hard this week.

I just survived an ordeal - Completing 2 chinese comprehensions.

I'm left with Amaths.

And, maybe i should slap myself for pushing tuition to next week.

I've seen the next chapter of Amaths and Emaths.

Unfortunately, i think i'll be slogging my guts out next week.

Those chapters are seriously only for genius(es). Not fer me.

I'm downright stupid and slow alright?

So, in conclusion, i think i'm really dead like chopped chicken next week.

Bless me, i hope i'll pull through next week.

There'll be upcoming tests and what nots. Insanity ttm.

Days at school and in class will be so boring and quiet.

How i miss the noisy 2joy.

I miss disturbing teachers.

3Joy subject teachers are so so so weird weird weird.

Weird like "where's the duster?" (inside joke.)

-.- Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

I wanna go shopping! I wanna go Far East nowwww! NAOOOOOOOOO.

I WANNA GET MY OXFORDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS NAAAAAAAAAAAAO!

(I hope the timetable changes and on Monday next week, class will end at 1!)

I'm cursing and swearing for this to happen. If it really happens, i'll spin like a top.

16 more days to babyjaejoong 24!

Oh, darn!

2010-01-03T06:33:00.000-08:00

Fuck man. School is starting tomorrow. Chicken la.
Not even prepared to face those monkey-faced teachers. Especially Alsagoff.
If I'm still in a bad mood tomorrow, I swear I'll say 'fuck you' in her face man, seriously.
If she catch me luh. I'm breaking three school rules tomorrow by the way -
1. Hair.
2. Skirt.
3. Socks.
Oh Lord, she can come and catch me tomorrow anyway. I'll wait and watch the drama in school as well as at home.

Tokyo chocolate biscuits FTW!
Haha, really it's frigging nice-y! I'm gonna hit the streets tomorrow with my buds. Ain't going home early if there's homework due the next day. Who gives a bloody shit about homeworks anyway. My Jeremy rocks ftw by the way. :D
Oh, reason why I'm being in a bad mood is because sissydaisyniggertiger doesn't want to trade computer time with me. But am so glad right now that I hadn't cos it's just a few hours before bedtime. I can use it tomorrow anyway. Who gives a shit man, please.

Shoots. I'm feeling so tired now. The pressure overwhelming or what?
Argh! Darn. Oh freaky. I'm fucking shit tired. D:
can you believe that the word 'tired' is coming from me?
Argh. Seriously, damn this thing!
I'm not done with homeworks cause I'm in a bad mood!
My face currently is like this! -
:[|]
Alright, it doesn't look like a face. Oh well.

23 more days to babyjaejoong 24! <3

X

I hope everything turns out well tomorrow man!
Hwaiting! :B

<3

2010-01-01T09:01:00.000-08:00

Let's count down to BABYJAEJOONG'S birthday! ♥

24 more days, my pretty boy! <3

X

Don't give me those bullshit crap that your don't like her because I don't buy those
and I hate it when people lie to me.

HAPPY 2010!

2010-01-01T07:45:00.000-08:00

Vest + tanktop + denim shorts. (Y)

Heyho peeps! I am back!

Party at grandma's was good. We went to catch Sherlock Holmes.

And, it's up to standard. Really, the show was more of a humor than a solving-a-mystery-case movie. They argue like clowns. So, yep! 5 thumbs up / 5.

Your should go catch it, don't spend time reading the subtitles. They ought to put English rather than Chinese. Your should just listen attentively and watch how Holmes solve the crime. It's just a crime and i believe they'll be a sequel to it. And Holmes is brilliant!

How i wish i had 50% of his intelligence. I'd be a genius then! Topping the whole nation for Os. Haha.

Dinner was awesome cuz they weren't home-cooked food.

But, they aren't really much to eat. Psst! They don't have taste. Haha.

I'll be looking forward though, to the next dinner treat at maternal's.

They should have more taste in good food.

Afterall, gathering as one whole family wasn't that bad though there weren't much to talk about.

Oh, gotdamn!

(Thanks, i got this word from my sis, she doesn't damn god so do i.)

I got a freaking ulcer under my tongue. Under doesn't equate to underside. But maybe, 'below' should be a better term.

Weird huh?

Ulcer can grow there. But, it isn't too bad at all. I can eat without feeling the pain. Isn't that good?

School is reopening. And, i'm so darn screwed.

I haven't completed my homeworks let alone touch my textbooks.

Darn, don't you think i'm screwed next year? Gotta double and stop thinking of playing and slacking whole day. I slack even worser than how normal humans do.

Nonetheless, Maxine is so back! And it's so frigging awesome.

Had a great chat with her. But she gotta go. :(

And, i realised that, i've been talking alot and non-stop but i just like those moments talking to BFFs. <3

It rocks shit.

Everyone changed their belongings. What about me?

I'm still using the same bag, same pencilcase, same waterbottle, same shoes.

D: I WANNA CHANGE SOMETHING TOO!

Once school begins, it means pressure.

God, shiat!

Thanks, you're so gotdamn freaking 'awesome' now.

Happy? Is this what you effing want?

I swear to myself not to use anymore Fs and cbs.

Cheerios peeps. Gotta go, my powerful mother has powers to determine whether we're in bed already not. D:

I want!!! D:

2009-12-30T23:24:00.000-08:00

http://ibigbang.wordpress.com/2009/10/25/taeyangs-where-u-at-costume-wrap-up/

Wtf!?

Omg la. I WANT HIS UNDERWEAR, SHIRT, BELT, SHOES, HAT AND CHAIN BRACELET.

Omfgwtfbbq.

:( I want them too but check out the prices man!

In US$.

Can someone just drop it at my doorstep?

Oh, you're so right.

2009-12-30T20:34:00.000-08:00

Bring me up to the sky and never come back down.

Wheehoo. I'm so happeh.
Celebration's tomorrow. This shall be the last post of 2009.
Enjoy the countdown party today. Haha.

Saturday will be having dinner at grandma's house. Can't wait.
Tomorrow gonna eat crab. I'm gonna take the pincer i don't care.
Watching Sherlock Holmes too. :D
With cuzziesssss. Haha. Can't wait! !@#$%^*@^$">!@#$%^*@^$"!*@^$

It's just like celebrating the first day of 2010 with them. They should feel honoured.

Maxine's coming back. Woohoo. Can't wait for her to land and ask her about her korea trip.

Omg. Korea ftw.

To my hottie husband - Take care of yourself while preparing for BIGSHOW CONCERT.

Hahahah. Good luck. <3

I'll pray feryou!

I love you! I really do!

2009-12-29T08:21:00.000-08:00

Thanks ahwen! For your great listening ear and comforting eyes.
Tyvm! <3
Forever my best friend! Thanks for listening so much! And comforting me, cheering me up.
ILOVEYOUANDMAXINETTM!
Always so caring and understanding! Surely my best friends forever!

MAXINE faster fly back quickly!
We have something to share and tell you!
Then I can have another listening ear. Ain't that great?!
2 more days, bear with it! I can pull through! :D I still have another listening ear!
My two favourites! For sure is god-sent! Goes very well with my personality and character!

Thanks fer everything! See your soon!
Ahwen! Thanks fer talking to me on msn, facebook and SMS!
Especially today on the train! Thankyou so much! I'll continue tomorrow! I'll do it properly tomorrow! Also thanks to my itouch that I managed to overcome this morning-afternoon!
I can't imagine my life without all these fabulously great things!
Thank you so much!

P.S. If there's any spelling error, I'm so sorry cos my itouch is gonna be dead soon! And I'm rushing and flying with
the time! Check out the time now yo! - 12.29am

X

Demoralising people.

2009-12-29T05:47:00.000-08:00

Everyone seems to be so unsupportive of me getting a heel.
:(
"Not worth it la."
"You look damn weird."
"Heels don't suit you."

"I can't imagine you wearing heels."
"You don't look nice in heels."
"I regret after buying one heels."
"You sec four then say la."

Wow, thanks lah.
I don't buy lor. Happy now?

X

'Thanksgiving'.

2009-12-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

I won't be at your mercy.

Anyway, my screwed up internet is finally back on track. And, i'm gonna get my ZARA heels when Mum passes me the 100 for chinese new year clothes.
Am so gonna go get it asap like maybe Saturday? :D
I shall take a peekture when i get it. I totally have no interest in clothes anymore. It's just taking too long to get my wardrobe full so why not spend the money on something else that is nice and branded(?) and most importantly, i love it ttm. Thanks.

That's it people.
I totally have no mood in blogging thanks to someone. Thanks ah. -.-
Looking forward to the celebration the day after tomorrow. I can finally wear the new vest i got from Malaysia. It's expensive okay? 30 plus, nearly hitting 40. But i really like it. And, i really love my new wallet. Thanks aunt.

I can't wait to wear my long necklace i got from F21 - 313. Wahaha. I love it! Omg.
Oh yes! Go listen to Freeze by Chris Brown and Fallin Out by Keyshia Cole.
They're AWESOME!

Everyone treats you like a saint right now? Happy now?

Tyvm.

2009-12-28T04:39:00.000-08:00

Fuck! Can someone pretty please get me these heels?

I want those brown ones from ZARA. Omggg. 90$. Should i spend that money?

I really love them loads, i tried them and they really suit meee. Shittt.

Out with sistaaa today. We went ZARA mainly to try on heels. I've totally lost interest in tops. I just want those heels for upcoming big event - cny.

I wanna look good. :( Is 90 worth it? Shit laaaaa.

If i buy then i don't think i can go shopping and rebonding my hair already. Omfg.

Shuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks.

Goodnesssss. I WANT OXFORD HEELSSSSSSSS.

And goshh, i saw this super tall angmoh, she has wonderful legssss. Arghhh.

Alright, i'm so D: now. I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.

SHIATTTT. Nvm, i shall call ahwen. I need to tell her something desperately too.

I really will burst if i don't get it off my chestttttt. I DIDN'T GET MY VANS TOO. Though i found the exact same one just that its so damn-ed in PINK. Wtf. Okay, i am fucking sad right now. Lemme go call ahwen first. She's the only one i can talk to and get it off my chest. I SO FUCKING SHOULDN'T HAVE WENT TO READ THAT BLOG. D:

RAHHHH. __

3rd post. -.-

2009-12-27T06:58:00.000-08:00

Alrighto. I know this is my 3rd post of the day. But i really love this verse from Let Me Hear Your Voice by Big Bang.

A portion sang by TOP in english. Nice one, charismatic guy.

Days passed without you cant forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and its hard to clutch
Were apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, youre my world
In time my love unfurls
Till then wait for you girl

Haha, really love this part if you do listen to the song. Very deep yet impressing voice by TOP.
No wonder he's made the charismatic artist.
:D

X

Seriously.

2009-12-27T04:25:00.000-08:00

I love my shades and hairband ttm, peekaboo!

CHICKENPEESHITBIRDPOO.

Hahah, i've got no idea what i'm talking about seriously. When i'm bored, i'll blog.

Alrighttt. Anyway, some updates.

I've been running away from homeworks that are moulded with dust and piling up like -.-!?

Yah, i'm just bragging please. Do i look so naughty?

Of course i don't. I'm so obedient like shit.

But seriously, one point - i really am running away from all those shitty work.

Okay, i also have no idea why i'm posting my photo like i'm pretty like that. Kns.

Anyhowzzzxzcx.

Mom and Dad's out for wedding dinner. -.-

They're so mean! Got good shit also don't wanna ask me go eat.

Maxine ah, wherever you are now, i think you won't find the 'exclusive' towel that i asked you to find. Cause my guess is, it's really exclusive and only available to those DJs and staffs and whoever but just not for sale. Aww. Sad. :(

I want that towel alot! Very much! Omg.

I promise you that, if you get me the towel, i'm so gonna throw you all the way up to space and then you're left to float there. Bwahahah. Or, if you can't fly, i promise you a trip up to the sky. That is, if the towel is really genuine and priceless and exclusive and lo' and behold,

you got it fer me.

Like i've said, i'm gonna hit the streets once more before school

starts and am gonna do that tomorrow with my sistaaa!

SO BOOMZ, right? Thanks. :D

And, i think i've said this before - Friday's cousin's birthday. And we're gonna celebrate.

I ain't expecting good food anyway. But all i hope for is just for the cake to be of some class.

Yeshh, if you followed me so closely like some pervertic stalker which i am cos i do stalk people online, you'll know why of all things, i'm choosing and hoping for the cake to be of some class.

I love classy cakes and what i mean by classy is, of standard cakes.

I'm very particular when it comes to cake.

Mom and aunts also say - You really do have a taste for cakes.

Of course. If you really eat those from hotels, my gosh. They're heavenly.

Just like how i ate ice cream cake from haagen dazs. Though the price, but it was worth it!

It's really (Y)(Y)(Y) / 3.

Hahah.

Seriously! Can't wait for M-A-X-I-N-E to be backkkk. Wahaha.

I miss talking to her. Like missing the way she talks and types in sms-es.

So cute and it never fails to make me smile. Haha. ^^

So, faster comeeee backkk!

Really really. I got videos to show you about G-D and TY my hot husband.

It's seriously damn cute and funny. OMFGWTFBBQ.

Heh heh. Be back real soon!

Lol, lemme tell you one shocking news alrighttt? :D

I think.

My itouch spoiling. D:

It's devastating news, k? So, are you sad right now?

Ohmygoodness. It better not.

Fine. I know i've got nothing better to do.

吃包沒事做.

Really what. Hahah, i really got nothing to do. Other then using this computer.

Damn.

Ohhh. I've started using my new wallettttt. And i'm satisfied with it!

I think it's nice. Very long and pretty.

Humph, maybe i should really scram off now.

Ciaos~

Ehh, my stomach finally got a layer of fats eh.

Heh heh~

Oh, you've read till here? Thank god, you didn't died of a heart attack even after seeing my face and reading all the way here.

Boring much.

2009-12-27T03:21:00.000-08:00

Aww baby, I'm so bored.
I wanna go Korea too. Everyone seems to be going there.
I want too! :(

X

2009-12-25T22:25:00.000-08:00

Can my itouch pretty please stop hanging on me? It hanged twice within the last five minutes already.
Let me tell you - my bejelewed blitz is seriously damn intense. I'm ranking 5th holding a score of 219k plus. Imagine those people above me. Madness ttm.

Finally fixed a date to go out with babygirls! :D lurblurblurb!
My siblings are such a whore now. Go and eat my shit la. Chicken.

Oh bytch, I'm behaving so like a slut now.
Buh-bye. I can't wait for MAXINE to come back! She's gonna try and help me get my stuff back from KOREAAA!
Especially my husband's stuff! And my geeky specs! How I love you, babe! <3
I just can't wait for her to come back!! Hope she enjoys herself there! Take care and don't freeze up!

X

Where's my Christmas tree?

Hooray?

2009-12-25T21:25:00.000-08:00

Sorry that I broke off abruptly the previous post. I was so damn fucking pissed I tell you.

Alright. Anyway, I'm so darn sad. Can someone pretty please with a cherry on top come with me to safra tomorrow?
:( I'm gotdamn sad. I got no peng you to go safra with tomorrow.
Hooray! I've planned and mapped out my savings plan. I can finally squeeze money out to get my Vans shoes! Yipeeeeee!
Bwahahah. I'm so happy. Hope the place will still sell and the price will hopefully be less than 60. I finally know where to get 'em! Hahaha.
This friday's my cousin's birthday and everyone's coming over to grandma's house. Woohoo!

I shall hit the streets once more before that oh-so-boring days come. I've got many cute socks from Malaysia and am gonna wear those 'white' ones to school and ACT CUTE! Haha. Oh-so-not-funny.

Happy Belated Christmas! :D mine ended with a pathetic KFC supper. Retarded much.

Thanks fer reading this nonsensical post which I decided to blog about out of nowhen. -.-
See y'all punching babes real soon!
P.S I'm only left with one newspaper article and an estimated 30 chinese ~~idiot~~ idioms before I can finally bitch into your ears - I FINISHED MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORKS!

X

Ponder.

2009-12-24T07:47:00.000-08:00

I just realized that I've made mistakes in my posts. Like going to Taiwan tomorrow. Should be going to Taiwan next year somewhere in June. :) Haha, seriously can't wait!

I hate you! I seriously hate you! I'll never forget how you've given me a truly unforgettable Christmas and Christmas eve.
Fucking bitch, remember this! I swear I'll never forget.

Hussy! <3

2009-12-23T23:23:00.000-08:00

OMFG! Listen to how he sings english song - Don't wanna try by Frankie J.

Oh my god. Bwahaha.
So hot! And if you go and listen to the real version, it's damn sound-like. Hahah. Told you, my husband's so talented. ^^

For once, i shall expose my husband's body. Wahaha. :D

Enjoy! He rockssssss. Omg.

Shooooes!

2009-12-23T21:57:00.001-08:00

HIHI.
I'm back. I'm currently playing All Star Bowling with stupid Amos. Rawr. I~~'m losing.~~lost!
D:

Anyhowz. I got seriously pissed this morning.
Stupid, ruin my day only. My mother refused to pay for my shoes. D:
I want her to buy me log cake, ham and turkey. She doesn't want. But i wanna have turkey for Christmas! And i want to eat log cake and ham laaaa.
Pity me, people. I ain't gonna have any Christmas present or whatsoever.
I WANT MY SHOOOOOOOES. (above!!)

Ironically, i dunno where to find and get.
Stupid.

Bwahaha, my husband's body is darn fucking hottttt. My god.
Oh, and my sister says You're Beautiful is damn nice.
She says all four guys are damn funny.
Alrighttttttt, i shall find time and watch. But firstly, i'm gonna finish IRIS. Yet, i'm too scared to watch. And yay, SG's finally gonna air "HAI PAI TIAN XIN" next year.
8th January. I'm so gonna watch. LUOZHIXIANG is gonna be one big idiot. Wahaha.

X

Go to hell, bitch.

2009-12-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

I see no point in keeping this fucked up friendship when you just don't give a damn fucking care hoot about it. To think that i treated you as a fucking good friend. I regret treating you nice when on your mind, you don't even give a cb care. You fucking piece of shit. I really regretted it man. Just because you don't want and you don't feel like caused this friendship to break. Seriously, you are a mutherfucking asshole. I told you already - You don't fucking own everything. JIAOBIN. Go to your fucking cb hell. Hope you fall into the drain, break leg break arm and lose your mother day la. Knn, don't anyhow kp here, kb there la. Nabei chibai.

I didn't end this friendship, you did. And i swear, i won't give a motherfucking chibai care about your life. If you can't accept my friends or the people around me then don't expect me to accept you. Don't think that you're rich and have all those expensive gadgets make you an upper class person. Cause minus off all these, you only left with a gotdamn piece of fucking bad attitude problem. I know you're trying to fucking compare us with those un-impt cbs. So sad, i'm not stooped to that level to allow you to compare. Who the fuck are you to judge, bitch? Seriously, people like you should fuck off to hell and stop wasting the country's resources.

I puke at the sight of your face. Continue like this and i'll see how far you can get from here. Don't cry when you lose what you have now. Your deceiving skills suck. Say what they are fun. You're gotdamn trying to flirt. Want flirt my as well go fuck with them since you're oh-so-popular right now.

Trip.

2009-12-21T23:48:00.001-08:00

Lol. I got a surprise just before i left for Malaysia. Ahwen and Maxine know why. I haven't let the matter be known to anyone else cos i don't wanna be named as a proud woman.

I'm so darn fucking happy cos i've bought many stuff and most of them are mine! Bwahaha. My mother only got one top. And i've got three. Plus a bilabong slippers and wallet. A shades, two bangles/cuffs. A hairband and many pairs of cute socks. Hahah. One more surprise before i left for Malaysia too - my new phone. Hahaha. :D I'm using it now. Please message me or something so that i can save your numbers but please, don't waste money and do it on purpose unless you've unlimited smses.

I love my hairband. It's so fucking hot and cute. Wahaha. I look so havoc when i wear it. But i like. Haha. I wanna get a shoe. But i'm not gonna say its brand and colour and whatever. Cos in case people copy. Like fuck?! Copy simi gui la, jiaobin.

Until i get it then i'll show you. So, no point thinking about what shoes i'm gonna buy cos i never typed it anywhere and i believe my girlybuds won't betray me. So, too bad to whichever jiaobin that wants to only copy copy and COPY.

Alright, i shall show ya'll the photos of what i bought. Heh heh.

The whole trip was awesome! The food was absolutely up to standard! Yay. Hahaha.

BAACK!

2009-12-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

I AM BAACK!

BOOMZ

Hahah. :D And I'm freaking happy. Omfgwtfbbq. Yep, isn't that scenery beautiful? It's from Perth! And, i love Perth. So tranquil and peaceful. I lurb it! Heard some disturbing news when i came back. Nope, be disappointed cos it didn't affect my mood.

I shall post when Uncle's eos' photos are up on fb. Don't ask me for the photos cos i didn't take any. I think it's just a waste of time cos it's just Malaysia. -.- And half of the time, we were shopping like nuts. Spent one whole day walking and walking and walking. Mygoshh.

Alright, climax will be tomorrow. ^^ Hahah. I'll also let your view what i bought. Quite alot of stuff i must say. We might be going to Taiwan tomorrow! Then we can spree there again. Bwahahah.

Byebye. I'll post a short and sweet post with as many pictures tomorrowxzxzxczc. For now, i really have to go. I needa wake up early tomorrow and attend something. -.- And, i can't wait to use my new phone! It's sitting right on my study table right now. Wahah.

Time to pause and ponder.

2009-12-17T19:22:00.000-08:00

Maybe it's time to not be so self-centered. Perhaps I should learn to bask in the joy of sharing. I'm willing to try.
Yet there are some things that cannot be shared. But maybe they could be shared. I don't know. I will try.
Truthfully, I've learnt many things from IRIS -
"One will not always win."
"If one sheds others blood, one will pay it with his own blood."
"In politics, there's no such thing as coincidence. If something happened, it happened because it was planned."

IRIS is a very nice show. I'd rate it 5stars as an audience. But if you're thinking of watching it now, too bad. It's too late.
KBS America's clamping down on all webbies. It'd be hard to find the oldest episodes unless of course, the show is officially opened to more countries. I'm so happy that I'm gonna finish it soon. :D you won't regret after watching it! Absolutely won't!

X

FUCK YOU, BITCH.

2009-12-17T03:36:00.000-08:00

OMGWTFBBQ. Fuck that bitch. Omg omg omg. FUCK THAT BITCH!!!!!!!!!!! Screw her, screw my life, screw everything! Bitch today, fuck that bitch and fuck my life! Copy for all you want from now on luh. I cannot care anymore. So what if you're rich? Rich don't equal to originality. Like like la. No sense of shame.
engiobbdgjbajetnejfjknejgbkanmgknenklnkl! I WANT TO GO MALAYSIA NOW AND NEVER COME BACK. FML!
X
D: Even my stomach's procrastinating. You watch out, bitch. Better pray that something makes this night better or i feel good after dinner. Otherwise, watch your back.

Sorry.

X

Whirl.

2009-12-16T04:28:00.000-08:00

Yes. My facebook status right now is how i'm feeling right now. Can't believe i'm feeling the pain because of a guy! Idiot boy's in town right now. YES, he is! I just found out today in the afternoon. I was hinted many times. Can't imagine how i could've not noticed. Seriously, i really fit the bill as an idiot girl. I'm just feeling super depressed. The feeling's far more hurting and depressing than you're thinking.

Oh boy, i'm so wrong. I thought the feelings toward you have numbed itself yet now it turns out worser than ever. I'm so sorry. I can feel the pain now. Knowing you're so close yet i can't go and see you. It's even worser than seeing you not updating.

It's so grieving. I need the getaway soon.

Oh, my hot husband. <3

2009-12-14T04:48:00.000-08:00

ZOMGWTFBBQ. Taeyang baby's so hot and adorable! G-dragon's fucking cute. Top is damn handsome. Omg. Hahah. I love those guys man! \m/ Omfg.

Wait for it at 3:42

I swear his dance was effing hot shit!

Out of town on Saturday till Monday night. Bye peeps. xzcxzczxc

Can't frigging wait. And going 313 with sister and her friend on Wednesday. Omgcxzcxzcxzxczxcz.

Taking a break from the hustle and bustle.

2009-12-13T05:02:00.000-08:00

Have been thinking alot lately. Have been wondering much lately and I realized I've been too selfish and self-obsessed.
I found out that I've been a real bitch. Selfish because I just couldn't share someone whom I like very much. I cannot share everything here, it'd really make things awkward. As in, of course, no one likes the feeling of sharing someone beloved. That's love and no one can help it. But sometimes, it gets really annoying and offensive when people who were against someone initially to suddenly like and sing praises about that same person. It really hits. And if you're lost about what the heck I'm talking then it's most prolly alright because it's hard to express something when you know you cannot make things obvious. But if you get what I'm driving at then maybe most prolly you're the person I'm talking about. Please don't question me about this post. You just have to know deep down that what you've done seriously is offending me. It gives me the wrong idea about your intentions. I know I should be adversely happy or glad about your actions but I really just can't stand it any longer. In future, just keep that action to the minimum if we were to talk about the same topic. Just don't want to have anymore of this kind of dispute. I'm so sorry if I'm like this. I just cannot bring myself to share people like idiot boy, boyfriend, husband, pretty boy and my extramarital affair.

P.S. Please, no questions about this post. I've no intentions in revealing anymore.
And sorry about not centering my post cuz I'm blogging with itouch.
And also, am gonna try to start studying next week onwards.
And gonna try to finish IRIS episodes 9 and 10 asap before I can finally move onto whatever shows that are nice.

Till then, I'll be going on a rather long hiatus from Blogger also due to the Malaysia trip over the weekends with mom and aunts and uncle and cousins and grandma and grandpa. Hope this trip won't disappoint me cuz I'm anticipating to play, eat and shop like mad though it's just a very short trip, shortest trip in my entire life.

X

Hiatus?

2009-12-11T20:44:00.000-08:00

Been on a hiatus lately.

Class chalet was just such a blast in my life. It's the best chalet i've ever been.

Ever tried playing like nuts with your closest friends?

I did that. It was just the best piece of memory of my life.

I'll update. Soon.

Because everyone has their own style and liking.

Knock those shitxcxz.

2009-12-08T02:57:00.000-08:00

Out with those kids today. And, Maxine ps-ed me.

AMK hub > BCC court > Orchard > Bugis.

Rawr. I went to Bugis to get my thing that was super contradictive. Hahah, wearing it tomorrow so see it for yourself.

Damn pissed with the crowd so i bang-ed my way through. Now my legs are sore. D:

I walked super fast then i thought i was running. But anyway, i saw two thieves and two policemen. Hahah, must be something had happened in Bugis Junction. And i knocked the policeman to the side cos, he was walking so fast yet so slow and i was in a rush. So, too bad! I'm a typical Singaporean.

Yesterday was fireman, today is policeman, tomorrow?

Class chalet tomorrow! Can't frigging wait.

071209

2009-12-07T05:35:00.001-08:00

Omgomgomgomg. Guess who i saw today!?

I saw a fucking handsome SCDF firefighter. Not far-view. It's at arm's length view.

Oh my god. He has nice eyes, high nose bridge, sharp nose, perfect set of teeth. Oh boy!

He totally got me drooling. Ohmygoodnessgracious.

Ahhh. Now i believe someone like him exist. Hahaha.

Hope he's not unavailable. Seriously, one in a million guy like him can be found in SG. It's a miracle. I really should've taken a picture of him. My goodness.

He's really damn like OMGWTFBBQ.

Yah la, some people won't believe that he's damn handsome. But i believe. (So trust me man, my eyesight won't go wrong.) If mom's not wrong, i shall set my house on fire to get him here. Hahaha, cause mom said the station they came from is damn close to my house, wtf.

Hahah, now i'm having a feeling - since i have him, i don't want L anymore.

Sucks liking such a distant guy.

Okay, after having said so much. Your must be like, wtf?! When did i even seen one?

Yeah, bingo. I saw one cos ahma house involved in fire case. Ohmygod please.

I love this fire ttm. Hahahah.

Anyway, really exciting although a little -.- cos i didn't see fire when i was hoping to see one.

Heh heh.

He even offered to carry my ahma back up into the house when mom joked about him asking if he wanted.

I wasn't even reaching his shoulders.

Yeah, babeh.

2009-12-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

I'm so lazy to update this space. So, i'm here. Be glad cuz i'm leaving everything aside to blog.
That includes, facebooking, watching IRIS, downloading videos and updating my itouch. Yeah, so be glad. Anyhowz, IRIS is so god-damn freaking nice. Top will be damn handsome, i guess. Just don't judge him by his looks/appearance. Bet he's so gonna be the top best assassin. Hahah.
The show's exciting. Though you may need to go research and figure things out like who's who. But the show's freaking awesome. It's a thrill. Big bang's so fantastic too. Haha, cute huh.
I'm having frigging difficulties in downloading videos. SOS, please. The video links are either too high resolution or isn't in the right type for itouch. Rawr.
Heh heh. Cruising around SG in the car isn't that bad too. Dinner was dined out at the normal steamboat corner. At least the food there's appetising. Following that was going around SG in the car. Cool, went to look at Orchard's christmas lighting. Then Barriage and home! The awesome-est thing is! I wanna go shopping after touring around Orchard central. Omfg. Summerset 313. There's freaking (gonna open soon) F21, ZARA, Espirit and more boutiques. Wtf man!
Louis Vutton looks great too. Hmm..

Omfg, taeyang's charismatic dance. Woohoo.
Uh-oh. Yeah, baby.

Oh, fuck. Godddd. He's so damn awesome.

Dance baby, dance.

Wedding Dress + Where U At is totally insane and madness.

It's damn cool!

Watch it and go OooOooOs over him. Wahahaha.

Or if you can't, go to this webby.

Betcha' he's so damn awesome. Not forgetting his dancers.

Oooohooo. They dance with force that is literally, ohmyfuckinggod. OMGWTFBBQ.

Hahahaha.

Oh yeah, i painted my fingernails out of boredom. I took like hours to do it.

It's nice though, sometimes when i look at it. Haha.

I ain't some bimbo k?

P.S. I believe you've heard my baby sang. So, i'm taking it off.

Don't want it to keep playing. It becomes a hassle when the post becomes old. The music just plays.

Thankyou.

2009-12-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

Thanks idiot boy.

I wonder if it's pure coincidence or fate. I really didn't know. Didn't expect.

I just had this strong feeling that i must stay glued to the television and watch YLBFB.

Then when i questioned myself seriously and ranting that i should've gone out with my sister, you appeared. Like, omfg!
What my sister said was right. It hit dead right on the nail and touched the raw nerve.
I mind by what she say.
Even if she's just kidding or just want to spite me. I mind.
"He also dunno you. Happy for what?"
But, still, thanks to idiot boy for that one moment of exhilaration, thrill and excitement. It was pretty cool. Afterall, i finally saw you after so long. Thanks, i love you.
At least you ain't like R. Who doesn't even cheer me up, for goodness sake. Rah!

X

Shopping's never boring.

2009-12-03T19:15:00.000-08:00

Sorry, don't know why it became like this. Guess this wasn't what i wanted. I put it on self-timer mode so maybe i can't have control over this. Just had a shower. Went out with clique (without ahwen) and zann and nieces and cousins. Haha. It was pleasant. It could be even better with ahwen around. Haha. I didn't expect myself to buy something at Bugis street cause you know how my family is against towards stuff at Bugis street. Clique, i ain't saying anything about going there again alright? At least it's so much better than staying and rotting at home. I don't mind not buying anything from there.
I was surprising ecstatic that i finally got my stitched knit top at quite a fairable price. It's just marvellous. What surprised me even more is that, no one said it was not nice neither not bad. Hahaha. That's why yours truly is so so so happy now.
Anyhowzzz, lemme show you. It's super pretty. I love it ttm. And i swear i'll wear it.

Nice nice? Hahahaha.

Plainly madness.

2009-12-03T18:18:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, Miss Lim Huiwen is coming back today.
Tonight. -_-
I miss her so so so much.
I wanna message her so badly.
I've got so many things to tell her and rant to her about.
Roar. Why must people leave SG? Cannot stay in SG meh?
New Moon's out today. Only idiots would go and catch it. The cinemas would be prolly poured with crowds. So, we're gonna watch it as a class during the chalet. Hahah.
I heard some unglamourous news about the chalet. Ahhh.. Hope everything goes smoothly.

My mum and I are nuts. Like really nuts.
We bicker and end up laughing. Hahah. Nice moments though.
We'd mostly bicker about money. Then end up laughing.
Cos i kept forcing her to give me more money. And giving me money.
But ah wells, i'm so dead.
SOS!
I really need some help. My savings are drained. Hahaha.
But.. It should be alright right?
I'm so determined to save up next year. Like, not gonna touch angbao money.
Should learn to be independent. Not reliant.
Not really drained. I'm still forcing out 80 from my pa. Hahahah.

The reward that i should get cos of results.

And. 42 from my mother. Hahaha. She owed me 92. But i took 50 yesterday alr.

Bleh! No money. I still need to squeeze out 50 from my pa.

Hope i stumble upon money today. Hahaha. 10 bucks is good enough.

Going out with Beiwei, Zann and Maxine today. Later on...

I almost overslept you know!

Mum abandoned me at home. Haha, she claimed that she did try waking me up.

Just that when she pulled my bolster, i pulled back.

She screamed at me, i pulled my blanket over myself.

Hahahah, ironically, i don't remember doing this to her.

So cute right?

Die die die! My throat's a bit sore, the back of my gums are pain and i'm having a not-going-off ulcer. It's still the same size, dammit!

Like after so many days. Roar. Better go off before chalet. If not i'm gonna hate you.

Hahah. I'm so childish, no wonder i get 'lol'-ed at.

Stop la. Ass.

What the fag!?!?

2009-12-03T17:56:00.000-08:00

I get so upset when cousins treat each other like comrades. I mean, sometimes they just think you're unimportant or lame or whatever what now 12-year olds think.

I know i shouldn't mind about all these but, everytime i see their name, profiles, pictures and whatever not, i mind! I get damn angry and i feel like cursing and swearing at them, please.

It's damn fag to not get upset. They just treat you as 'unimportant' people.

I treat them nicely, hoping they'll at least display enthusiasm. What the fuck do i get in return?

'Lol.'

And just!

'Lol..'

What the fag man.

Change that frigging fuck attitude man!

No one owes you, you fags.

Maybe that's because on msn. So, they don't appreciate but even maybe in reality when i talk to them, they may on the surface reply as 'haha...' but who knows deep down?

Whatever, since they don't appreciate it, don't expect me to talk when we meet.

FUCK YOU ALL.

Ill-mannered people can fuck off and die die die la.

Just like some super lower level noob in maple. Scolded me a nub. Look who's talking man!

Like seriously, what is this world becoming?

Shop like mad.

2009-12-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

I'm so fucking happy.

I finally got all the things i wanted @ Vivo!

Omg, Vivo really satisfies my needs.

Effing happy to hell.

I dare not calculate the amount of money spent but it was definitely well-spent!

Hahah.

For the first time, my sister didn't comment on how 'eh! not worth it la!' my clothes were.

Rather, she complimented - 'eh. Not bad eh.'

Hahaha. I'm so flattered!

I wanna go get my rings next! But those can wait.

On a lighter note, i've decided not to get shades. I won't be in the Sun too, what for?

Ahhh! Hahaha, Forever21's good at Vivo.

They import goods from the online store. Should go and grab some too!

Heh heh...

People might ask and wonder - so what did she bought?

Lol, that's something for me to know and something for you to find out! :D

I won't brag anymore about my really awesome-est spree today.

It's the best spree in my entire life!

I got to carry 4 shopping bags home! (And it got some of the crowd staring. -_-)

Hooray! (Y)(Y)(Y)

Finally.

2009-12-01T05:12:00.000-08:00

Forget it. I can't find any interesting pictures. So, i'm just blogging without one.

Anyhowz. I'm going out with Maxine tomorrow!

To Vivo, like finally. :D

Hahah.

Great, my sister got her itouch. We can finally split the cost for buying paid games.

Alright, gotta run~

Ciaos!

Heavily in debt.

2009-11-30T01:38:00.000-08:00

There's a frigging pain ulcer in my mouth right now. It gets in the way. Hate it ttm!

Online shopping since 2PM.

Check out the time now : 5.49PM.

45 items in my cart. Imagine the amount I've to pay. :(

Nevermind! I'll sort out my financial problems soon rather than complaining here.

Dedicated to -

2009-11-29T13:01:00.000-08:00

This is the departure gate.

Obviously this ain't true. But all i wanted to say was - Dora Lim Huiwen, leave happily although those things you wanted failed you. Come back safe from your trip to Malaysia! Hope you'll enjoy yourself there and forget all about those stuff.

I'm so sad that you're abandoning me! Cos i can't tell you stuffs anymore. I love it when you'd listen to whatever i have to say and reply me in joy.

I want you to share this with me! Idiot boy finally updated his blog. He posted! But he was sad.

So come back quickly! Then you can listen to all i have to say. I swear i was seriously happy.

Happy until i felt like jumping and flying.

So, have a safe trip!

You'll be the first person i'm gonna tell you about the story of how idiot boy cheered me up!

I love you.

He made my day!

2009-11-29T12:50:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMG!
Please don't blame me for weighing love over friendship.
Before i came online, i was very very angry. I thought my whole morning was fucked up.
Right, then when i went online. If you know my style, first thing i'd do is to check his blog!
Omg, he finally updated, today! At 5.49AM. Wow, so early eh. Idiot boy, wake up so early for what.
Now, i'm damn damn damn happy. He finally updated my blog and again, cheered me up. How cool is this manxzxzxz? It's like, just when i'm angry, he made me happy like 100 times! Ohmygod.

Hahaha. Idiot boy! Don't be sad already.
Cheer up just like how you cheered me up!
OMGXZCXZCXZC. Love you to bits!
My goshhh.
Can't believe that i'm not angry anymore and it's just like the opposite!
I'm smiling away at the computer.
Hahaha. He deleted the previous post he was unhappy about.
I swear i was happy! Like mad. Can check my msn status if you want.
Check my note.
Before that was - D:
Now is - OMGOMGOMG.
Then is - Oh my gosh, thanks idiot boy! (L)

Yay!
Oh my goodness. Can't believe he made my day again.
I love youuuu, idiot boy! ♥
Unfortunately, he's angry when he posted this post.
He was angry that people went into his hotel room after he left. Just cause he can't take all the birthday presents given to him.
Hahah, don't angry already. They don't mean it! Cheer up! Just like how you cheered me up.

Thanks maaaaaan, you'll always be my dude! :D

I have something to say!

2009-11-29T06:45:00.000-08:00

Now. I know how it feels like to be ignored.

People can hurt me just by walking away without replying while i'm still talking.

Fuck!

I hate it. So, i won't do that to people cos i know that feeling sucks.

Definitely won't.

I'd rather tell the person to hold on than to just break off a conversation that has just started.

Roar!

Unrealistic.

2009-11-25T21:36:00.000-08:00

Don't doubt and no doubt. I took this right out from my window. Yea, its been days.

Drink more water and shit everyday, people.

Don't fall sick!

Bitch that way.

2009-11-24T01:56:00.000-08:00

Scorching hot this afternoon without signs of a storm approaching.

Great deal to sweat and have fun in the court. With the wind, it was definitely a great pleasure to have fun. Again, basketball with those peeps were awesome!

I can't hold it any longer. I have to online shop! It's tempting and I'm so tempted.

Haha. I've added things to my cart, waiting for my package to arrive soon like about maybe this friday. Then I'll buy and ship them over again. What do you expect? I'm just a normal teenage who needs clothes desperately. Who cares if my savings are drying up? Haha, i could no longer care much.

Alright, that's all i have to brag about.

Morale.

2009-11-23T07:48:00.000-08:00

I finally understand something. It doesn't matter how you look. It matters on how you present yourself. So what if you're pretty, the way you present yourself will affect how people judge you.

No one knows what's going on inside.

X

It's getting bored.

2009-11-22T02:39:00.000-08:00

It's just the end of one week. Now i realised how short is our year-end holiday.

People are busy next week. Like, i cannot find anyone to go hit the streets with me.

Clique is busy, sister's busy. Who's not?

Can you pretty please come and find me?

I'm so bored.

So sad, besides Basketball tomorrow with some dudes and babes, no other activities already.

Nevermind, bye peeps!

The Chronicles of Narnia's airing on channel five now.

Whatever, i'm not interested. Haha.

Kwon Ji-yong! <3

2009-11-21T06:20:00.000-08:00

&, I just realised that he's so damn damn cute! Omg omg omg.

Hahaha. Kwon Ji-yong. Ohmygod.

He's got the style.

Yeah, you peeps may think that his outfit is making him look ugly but, what i find is that, he is super cute! I love it when he bites his lower lip and does a cool body action. That's super attractive!

I mean, if you've the figure and face then whatever you wear is nice!

Yeah! You look great here, g-dragon, don't worry! :D

Super coolios.

He's style is damn cool!

Just like Taeyang!

Ohmygod. ^^ Haha!

Hot like mad, guys.

No one can ever copy his style. Mygoodness! H-O-T! ♥

Few things.

2009-11-21T03:27:00.000-08:00

#1 - I'm sad.
#2 - My stomach's happy, so am I!
#3 - I'm thankful.
#4 - I'm glad.
#5 - I'll remain positive, hopefully.

Number 1 and 2 are abit contradictory. I'm sad because of that dumb competition. I'm happy because I had a great dinner. I'm thankful because of those who encouraged me, put up with me and managed to somehow got me out of anger. I'm glad because my mom comforted me. I'll remain positive, hopefully because I'm not too sure of how I may handle this.

Right.
I haven't been updating this space for 2 days.
Reason because i'm being busy and another reason for not updating for a day - To make idiot boy's birthday special!
Hahaha, fine, i'm nuts. But it's still worth it!
So, on 2011, his birthday wishes will be my only post of the day.

Anyhowzzz.
Pretty satisfied with the overall results.
Oh, when i dropped my phone today, it lost its vibration.
So, i'm thinking of signing a 2-year contract with Singtel and getting this phone -

Yes, no?
I'd prefer a simple and slim phone. Haha, nicer and more comfortable with it.
I won't use uncle's iphone anymore.
It's just a total waste of time.
I'll be so damn grateful if i were to get this phone.

Hahahaha. I was busy, busy as in, returning home at 9 for dinner.
Sucks big time man. But we played basketball in the rain, though!
Before flying off to training at 5.30.
With some guys and only ziying and I played. Haha, two v two was fun like madness!
Haha. ABCD was fun too.
Two v two was simply awesome.
But it was overall a fruitful trip back to bishan. Lucky i didn't went home.

Anyhooo.

Who wants to go out shopping with me next week?
Please! Omg, i'm dying to get out of this house now.
Comment if you wanna go. :D

My cleverest mother went to have her contract renewed today yet she got a phone that i don't like. Damn! Wasted.

X

Idiot boy, i love you.

2009-11-20T00:31:00.000-08:00

It's hard to believe you're my idiot boy.
Happy 23rd Birthday! You literally made me understand many things.
Thank you, idiot boy. You won't know how much i love you.
You, may or may not see this but still - Happy Birthday.
May your future be a success. ♥

X

Stumpi-ful.

2009-11-19T16:30:00.000-08:00

Any idea how this tastes like?
Let me tell you, it's awesome fabulous!
Get one from Burger King for just 2.75. It's great.

Am i gonna die for school's invitational shoot on Saturday cause i ate this?
I don't care. Haha.

Just like how a vampire lusts for blood, i lust for shopping!
Yeah, this is so true to me!
I'm always so tempted to shop and drop at Orchard.
I ventured out on the streets on my own again.
Haha. So fun walking alone.
I went only for a while.
Just to quench my thirst for shopping.
I really can't stand it, so i decided to train down to town.

And, i'm so depressed.
Depressed, depressed, depressed!
Ohmygoodness.
I'm dying.
I realised that my legs structure went off course.
Turning into a stump soon.
I don't want!
I don't want!
Omg.

Meeting my sister tomorrow at Vivo!
Like, finally i get to go with someone to Vivo.
Like, finally i found someone to go with to Vivo.
I won't be able to stay till so late at Safra.
Maybe i shall train till noon then come back and change before heading out again!
I know i'll die just by travelling.
But i seriously -
don't care.

I'm so bored. Alone at home. Anyone wants to come over now?
To add on, i can't wait for the chalet.
I wanna play 'truth or dare' with the guys for the first time.
Hahaha. I bet it'll be damn funny.
:D
And i realised, angmohs are so tall that they're reaching the skies.
Hahah!

Oh oh oh!
Omg omg omg! I can't believe that idiot boy's birthday is tomorrow! Omg omg omg.
What should i do?

Alrighttt. Bye peeps, i'm off to watch F.O.
:D

X

I ain't a good girl.

2009-11-18T16:12:00.000-08:00

The time now's rather late. 1AM in the morning.
What am i doing?
Blogging.
About?
Nothing.

Lol. I have to get things sorted out in my mind. There's so much weighing in it.
Racing thoughts do happen.
Training tomorrow at 9.
Goshh.
How am i supposed to wake up?
I'm used to sleeping late and getting up late.
Late as in, really late like 12PM or way after 12PM.
I will miss my beauty sleep.

Gotta go safra after that.
I'm so not reporting on time and training like a nut.
I'll train only at one venue.
Which i guess is safra, since the weapons are there.
I hope to be back by 7.
To watch my show.
Favourite show.
I love it!
So C.A.R.T.O.O.N.
Hahah!

How's my blog header?
Nice nice?
Yay, it's taeyang!
Omg. I love him to bits man.
xzczxzcxzxcczcx.
Hahaha. Don't know why, just so attractive.

Ahma house earlier today was (...)
Dotszxzxczxzcx.
Literally boring.
I think zann's zhixiang is damn cute. He's so damn funny.
:D

Off to bed, peeps!

X

Cause sometimes, evidences can be erased but what'll eventually be left behind is imprinted on our conscience.

Cluster, clutter.

2009-11-17T04:28:00.000-08:00

Not only guys lie, everyone lies.

Just that if guys lie, they're jerks.

No one likes the feeling of being deceived. Just like me.

I want to make a point clear - I only lie under extreme and pressured conditions.

Basketball was more of like a disaster towards the end. The feeling is like - How i wished i never came. But then again, its because of one person that bitched my whole day.

Apart from this, i got pissed when i got home again.

Forget it man.

The beginning of Basketball was fun like hell. With R present.

Haha, i didn't went gaga okay?

I was just a little happy.

Anyway!

I think your should try having fried fish, dipping it with chilli + Soy sauce.

It's delicious. Add lots of chilli.

Haha.

And!

I think your should try this!

Haha! It's damn cool. Sorry if this doesn't amuse you but, i really think it's fun. Like being a fool, imitating the actions in the photos. That's Jaejoong!

Omg, i love him to bits man! Pretty boy.

I was bored to tears at my ahma house so decide to do something to waste my time. How i wish i can study again.

Haha, okay, i'm so mad over studies now. But i'll get bored of it soon.

Omg.

I just realised.

I'm going my ahma house tomorrow.

Damn!

I'll be bored to tears again.

How?

I need to think of something to do there.

Omg!

I wished i could send him a gift. Just like sending your love a mysterious gift.

How romantic can it get!?

It's just -

3 days more! ♥

Bye peeps!

#640

2009-11-16T07:26:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry, but if you have to make me feel like a masked person. I'm a person who talks one one hand yet does the opposite. Happy?

Don't.
Ask.

X

Food works wonders.

2009-11-15T03:28:00.000-08:00

Hey, lucky peeps!

I'm stuffed!
Stuffed with what?

Haha. Nice one, here's it -

Stuffed with this fella.
Nice right? Nice right?

Hahaha. My stomach's happy, so am i!

Food really works wonders.

Hee. Anyway, i'm blogging cause i've couple of things to say. Do bear with me for a while.

Yesterday, i got pissed. Yeah, more frequently used word is - Fucked up.

By this really, shameless slut.

Totally bitched me off.

But now, all i can say is - Like or love and copy for all you want. I don't give a shit since no one gives a shit about my feelings.

Anyhooosssss.

Cutie pies.

You know what i feel like saying? - 'Lavonne ah, i feel like pinching your cheeks leh.'

Hahah.

Cute like doraemon.

Big eyes like longan.

Poses are so model wanna-be.

Chubbily cute.

Fantastica!~

Also, another thing to share!~

Am so into this right now! It's HOT! H-O-T!

Especially the second one from the top.

Omg.

They're so pretty!

I wanna get one.

Those that can wear but won't sweat like nuts.

I mean, those that are stitched.

Either dress or top.

Maybe as my cny clothes.

Haha. Considering!

Agree right?

They are so pretty!

WHO CAN GO VIVO WITH ME!?

I AM DESPERATE TO GO TO VIVO!

Hope to hit the streets soon.

:( I can't find people. And people can't find time.

And people can't find me.

-.-

That's it, crab makes you even crappier.

I'm wondering.

Does anyone reads my blog?

Idiotboy! <3

2009-11-14T02:35:00.000-08:00

Heyho, peeps.
Yep. It's one of my biggest joy in my life. Didn't expect it. Serious.
Omg.
Hahahaha.
Okay. Anyway, it's obviously my happiest day of my life.
I was jumping for joy inside.
It was madness.
Purely the power of love.

I LOVE YOU, IDIOT BOY! ♥

X

Oh boy, i'm falling all over again for you.
Deeper this time.

Korean fever.

2009-11-13T04:34:00.000-08:00

I give up.
If you can see it, good, if you can't then that's too bad.
Anyway, it's about TVXQ's lawsuit.
Haha, it's been dragging.
So, for the sake of those hunks, i shall say : All the best and give your best. It's alright, we will wait for the best outcome even if it's in a bad situation.
Okay, negative comments, i shan't put them in.

Anyhoosss!

TAEYANG's new song MV - Wedding Dress.
Hahaha, omg. HOTHOTHOT Taeyang.
Heard that Jiyong's songs were a failure. So, remedy is, Taeyang's songs.
Omg, if you don't watch it, you're gonna regret it like mad, i tell you.
It's a nice MV.

Where you at.
Also by Taeyang!
Nice, beautiful dance moves. I was hyped up by it. Hahaha.

Heaven's Postman.
I so hope SG will buy over this movie.
I wanna watch it.
I think it'd be so darn cool.
My pretty boy's in it!
I love you, add oil and good luck on your lawsuit. Hope you'll win the case and show SM. :D

X

P.S. Jiyong is G-dragon. Lol, his real name is Kwon Ji-yong. Nice right? :D

Lazy.

2009-11-12T18:57:00.000-08:00

Aww, i'm so lazy.
I don't want to go for training. :(

Bye, i'm off to move my lazy ass off this machine.

X

Oh shoots, i'm adding things into my cart/bag again.
I'm so tempted to buy, all over again.

Siao people.

2009-11-12T08:28:00.000-08:00

MAXINE says:
- HI NANA YOURE ONLINE:D:D:D
- eh so your ma got scold you when you got home?:(
♥ NANA says:
- now then you know. :(
- no la
- don't have
MAXINE says:
- aiya i neh check msn one mah
♥ NANA says:
- you leh?
- haha
MAXINE says:
- i sign in fun fun only
- haha
♥ NANA says:
- you kena ah?
MAXINE says:
- nope but she ask alot of questions
♥ NANA says:
- i reached home at 7.30 -.-
MAXINE says:
- even tell me what, dont go outside have sex ah
- hahaha
- WTH right
- haha
♥ NANA says:
- D:
MAXINE says:
- lol
♥ NANA says:
- HUH?
- haha
MAXINE says:
- me also
- same same
- ahaha
♥ NANA says:
- your ma `SOT ah?
- hahahahaha
MAXINE says:
- dunno she suddenly hold up the newpaper say what dont go outside have sex
- LIKE WTH right
- hahahaha
♥ NANA says:
- hahahahahaha
- yeah
- super weird
MAXINE says:
- hahaha what you doing now lol
♥ NANA says:
- my computer loads super slow that my ahma can walk to jurong east and it's still loading.
- lol.
MAXINE says:
- HAHA LOL
♥ NANA says:
- update your blog eh..
- so sian
MAXINE says:
- hahaha
♥ NANA says:
- only me and ziying updating blog
MAXINE says:
- lazy la
- hahahha
♥ NANA says:
- HAIYOHH!
MAXINE says:
- then you update more loh:D:D:D
- then i get to read it also:D:D:D
♥ NANA says:
- NO.
- you update with me
MAXINE says:
- haha
- whyyy
- nth to blog whattt
- ahaha
♥ NANA says:
- NO.
- have
- put my face.
- XD
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHA
- LOL
- PUT YOUR FACE FOR WHAT
- HAHHAA
♥ NANA says:
- XD
MAXINE says:
- YOU PUT MY FACE ON YOUR BLOG ALSO LA. HAHAHHA
♥ NANA says:
- Hahahaha
- fun
-ok
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAHHA
- NOOO
- PPL WILL SAY YEEE
- WHO IS THAT WOMAN
- YEEE
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- EHHH
- what EEEE huh?
- I PUI AT THOSE PEOPLE AH
- Hahahahahahahaha
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHHAA
- LOL
- they will be AIYOH WHY PUT HER FACE PUT MINE LA MINE NICER
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- -.-
- NO
- THEY WON'T!
- :D
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHA LOL
- THEY WILLLLLLL
♥ NANA says:
- GO SLEEP LA SOMEONE!
MAXINE says:
- HAHA
♥ NANA says:
- tomorrow still need to workkkkkkkkkk
MAXINE says:
- hahahha a
- i watch finish firsttt:D:D:D
- very funnnyyy
- HAHAHHAA

- eh
- then you so late what you doing uh
- ah ah
- looking for wigs on sale ah
- now in trend
- must buy good quality one
♥ NANA says:
- yeah lor
- but no $$ leh
- watch what?
- so funny meh>
MAXINE says:
- AHHA
- lol
- F.O.
- :D:D:D
♥ NANA says:
- which ep?
MAXINE says:
- heh
- 16
♥ NANA says:
- my speaker spoil. Cannot watch. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
MAXINE says:
- :(:(
- but got sub what
- lol
- hahah
- transfer to ipod?
♥ NANA says:
- no need la, watch from my itouch lo
- internet
- but
- nowadays no time
- i'm damn sad
MAXINE says:
- hahaha, why no time?
- training ah:(
- aigoooooo
- oh yah hor, i forgot ipod touch got internet
♥ NANA says:
- hahaha
- aiya
- damn shit leh my computer
- damn slow can!
MAXINE says:
- aigoooooo
- chill
- chilllll
- RELAX
- hahaha
♥ NANA says:
- hate it like mad la
- hahahaha.
- k la, at least you talk to me i not so angry
MAXINE says:
- the computer is like an old inidan running climbing up the stairs
- *indian
- woman
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- the more you push her
- the more she
- turn behind
- talk to you
- say, QUIET LA GIRL
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- then turn her head back again
♥ NANA says:
- IDIOT!
- hahahahaha
MAXINE says:
- then continue walking
♥ NANA says:
- :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
MAXINE says:
- cannot force one
- man man lai
- HAHAHAHHA
♥ NANA says:
- yah, i'm so not like you, so patient.
- can even wait for a fat indian woman like her to climb up stairs
- i'll push her down the stairs ah
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHHAHA
- LOL
- you dare to touch her meh?
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- hahahahaha
MAXINE says:
- she wearing yellow dress eh
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- push her shoulder la
MAXINE says:
- she's kasthuri's mum eh
- how can you?
♥ NANA says:
- don't touch anywhere else
MAXINE says:
- HOW CAN YOU?
♥ NANA says:
- hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
- I CAN!
- :D
MAXINE says:
- but the hair touch the shoulder what
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- then use a stick to push her lo
- HEEHEE
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAH
- YOU LIKE THAT ALSO KAI XIN
- HAHAHHAA
- WTH...
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- of course la
- hahahahahahahaha
MAXINE says:
- tsk tsk tsk
♥ NANA says:
- see her roll down the stairs
- so cute
- !!!!!!!!!!
MAXINE says:
- after your jie or kor marry indian hor....
- HAHAHAHHA
- WTH
- HAHAHAHHA
- OMG
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- you push her down
♥ NANA says:
- WHAT THING?
MAXINE says:
- WTH
HAHAHAHHAHA
- MG
- HAHAHA
- OMG
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
MAXINE says:
- see her roll down also make you happy....
- WA LAO
- AHHAHAHAH
♥ NANA says:
- they won't marry indian la
- yeah
MAXINE says:
- haha how you know
- HAHA
♥ NANA says:
- i'll laugh like siao
- cuz they very racist
- to indians
- esp
- haha
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAHHA LOL
- ESP YOUUUU
- HAHAHHAHA LOL
- HAAHAHAHA
- tsk tsk tsk
♥ NANA says:
- :P
- HAIRY ARMPIT!
MAXINE says:
- WA LAO
- HAHAHHAA
- CHEST HAIR
- HAIRY HAIR
- VERY VERY HAIRY HAIR
- HAHAHA
- -.-
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- HAIRY ARMPIT HAIR
- HAIRY GROWTH
- HAIRY NEH HAIR
MAXINE says:
- ...

♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- you hor
- HAHAHHAA
- LOL
♥ NANA says:
- :D
- corrupted
MAXINE says:
- WHATEVER NANA
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- YA LO
♥ NANA says:
- HAIRY BUTT HAIR
- if your butt got alot hair like forest ah, then
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAHHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- got cushion leh
MAXINE says:
- WALAO
- YOUR BUTT HAVE MEH
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHA
- my butt hairless eh
- HAHAHAHAH
- LOL
- whose butt got hair one walao
- HAHAHHAA
♥ NANA says:
- don't have la, that's why i cannot sit still
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAH
- OMG
- HAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- they got extra frcition eh
- HAHAHAHA
- *friction

♥ NANA says:
- hahahaha
MAXINE says:
- HAHHA
- omg
- HAHAHHA
♥ NANA says:
- but got extra cushion also ma
- like cotton wool.
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- HAHHAHA HAHAHHA
- hahaha
- you like that everyday nth to do then think about these kind of thing one is it
- HAHA
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHA
- NO
- :D
MAXINE says:
- hahaha, think i dunno right
- hahaha
♥ NANA says:
- I'm so cheeeeeeeeeky!
MAXINE says:
- ....
- HAHHA
- sassy kawaiii
- goodnight indian
- hahaha seee youuuuuu
- soon
- (:
♥ NANA says:
- HAHAHAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- GOODNIGHT
♥ NANA says:
- SEEYOU
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- :D
- SASSY KAWAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
MAXINE says:
- go sleep la you
- HAHAHAHHA
♥ NANA says:
- dunwan la
MAXINE says:
- WHATEVER
HAHAHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- you
- haha
MAXINE says:
- goodnight la indian woman
- HAHAHA
- so strange
- other than saranya
- you are the second one who has straight hair for an indian
- AHAHAHHA
- GOODNIGHT
♥ NANA says:
- yah
- so weird right?
- saranya jealous of my straight hair that's why go straighten also la
MAXINE says:
- HAHAHAHHAHAH
- LOL
- WHATEVER
♥ NANA says:
- :D
- BYE LA
- GO SLEEP LA
MAXINE says:
- HAHAH OK LA
- HAHHAHA
♥ NANA says:
- later you tmr car crash
- :D
- HAHAHAHA
MAXINE says:
- what car crash
- HAHAHHA
- LOL
- HAHAHA
- OK GOODNIGHT
♥ NANA says:
- GOODNIGHT!
- <3
MAXINE says:
- goodnight<3
- HAHHA

----------------------------------------------------------------------
Still, it made my day. (:
Maxine, maria crashed into the blue car! Omg, it's damn funny!
Sorry, for no particular reason, i'll laugh at stupid and dumb things like:-
Someone crash car.
Someone knock into tree.
Someone got a shock when the car crashed into another car.
Someone roll down the stairs.
Someone fell down.
Someone roll and roll and roll.

Okay, i shall elaborate some other day!

I was darn irritated.
For many reasons. :/
Ohwells, it's over anyway!
This is my third and last post.
Night, people!

X

How will the world end?

2009-11-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

2012!

Although i ain't a big fan of watching movies, but still, this show is recommendable.

I rate it 5/5 for its thrilling-ness.

Glad that i watched it on the day it was released.

Though the front parts were abit boring, it was overall nice and exciting. What's more, the front parts give you information on what's the reason for Earth to end.

So your won't be lost in the movie.

It made some sense to me.

My heart thumped with the loud sound effects.

The reality rate for this is quite okay, i find.

Maybe i just accept any band of graphics but it's really quite okay, i find.

It's really touching where families unite.

Upper grades of people in society has kind hearts and all.

It's really good.

So, grab your tix now! :)

I'm so afraid now that the world will end like this. I wonder how is it like to just wait and die. I wonder how its like to not be able to escape in time.

I'm so scared. :(

Anyhooooooooooo.

I've got many more things to say. But it won't be too good to blog about everything in one post.

One at a time.

Promise that i'll upload many other photos. And share my joy. :D

Though i've got one that i really can't wait to share!

Loveya, babes!
Off to bed!

Good shit.

2009-11-12T07:18:00.000-08:00

This was all my good shit that went into my tummy!
Yum tum tum!
My stomach was happy, so was i!

As promised, :D
Anyhowz!

X

P.S. These are pictures that i found just now that were taken a long time back.

If only.

2009-11-11T07:23:00.000-08:00

If only you can play the tracks and turn time back.
-

I'm absolutely happy like nuts today! :>
One person knew why.

Goodnight, babes!
X

My adventurous shopping.

2009-11-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

Yep. As the picture suggests, i went town today. Alone. -.-
Lunch @ LJS was superb. Didn't had chicken and chips there for very long already.
Headed to town alone.
No one went with me. Pangseh me.
Anyway,
i had my fun there.
I malu-ed myself countless of times cause i was deep in thoughts.

Topshop was first, then was Pull and Bear.
After that was New Look, i saw a top, priced at 33.90.
Where's Walley?
Haha, so cute right!
But it was rather ex for a top. -_-
Next was Bershka.
Then was Mango.
Still, i didn't find anything.
At Mango, i caught sight of a crop top.
Hmm, great steal @ 35.
Wanted to try but ohwell.
Then went on to River Island.
Ohmy.
The stuffs there were ._.
Hardly could find something that is less than 30.
Insane.
I won't dare to buy.

So went onto Wisma. Hoped to loot more items at great cheap prices.
Boy, there was nothing to loot.
At all.
Great, so i walked on.
To.
Ngee Ann City. Hahahahaha.
The maniquins at Guess were pretty. I mean, the tops they wore.
It was great. Pretty!
Went in and took a look. Hmm.

Out. And i saw Zaraaaaa.
Haha. Of course i went in.
I saw this rather pretty top. Jeans-like material.
I love it!
Tried.
But.
Hey hey.
60 yaknow?
Had second thoughts then put it back on the rack.
Then i saw this top.
Simple yet not very simple.
Haha.
But it's at 40.

Rawr.
Got pissed.
So didn't get anything at the end of the whole day.
My legs were giving way.
Trained home all alone.
You can imagine how my day was spent just like this.
Walking to and fro from Ion > Wisma > Taka.
Imagine if someone were to stay in the Orchard station for hours, mygosh.
Can count how many times i walk from Ion > Wisma > Taka.
And then sadly, didn't get anything.
Pathetic much!

:s
Cruelty.
Feel like just buying a tank from Cotton On.
The store's not bad, yes yes?
I love the one, especially at ________.
Go guess yourself!
Those who know, keep it as a secrettt!
Hahahahahaha.
Cause it's M.A.N & B's secret base.

And, if you realised, my 'harvest' of the day is the total direct opposite from the one shown in the picture above. -.-
Lame extremist.

X

Bitch!

2009-11-10T02:19:00.000-08:00

Yeah, as what the title says, bitch!
Dog luck to have rashes now! :( I'm super sad like times 10 sad faces!!
I hate being sick! I wanna be healthy. I wanna go on eating nonstop and grow into a pig! I didn't had Hersheys today and I'm damn damn sad and regretful now.
Idiot! I need someone to keep me company now!
My worsest fear - rashes.
Simply can't stand the sight and touch of it! It looks sick, feels gross and itches like hell!
I wish mommy could just bring me to the doctor's and get me treated!
I don't know what I did that I have this rash.
I eliminated all possiblities of me getting rashes.
Nope. I didn't had seafood.
Nope. Bugs didn't bite.
Nope. No painting was going on near me. Unless! My uncle dis some painting yesterday but it was outside what!
What the heck.
I'm so damn bored right now.
I need some fools to crash over tonight.
:(

No, you won't understand the boredom I'm experiencing right now.
As they say, boredom kills.
True like hell, what the fuck.
Man. I didn't ate what I was sensitive to. The weather is alright too?
It's rainy season, how to get rashes?! Like how!?
I'm so irritated. :(

xo

Updates.

2009-11-07T20:04:00.000-08:00

Ever had pancakes and ham with melted cheese on top for breakfast?
Well well!
I had it just moments ago!
All i can say is, fabulous!
Yeah, ya'll should go try it, it's nice!

Cameron > Penang > KL > Malacca.
Hope booking hotel rooms will be a success.
I want very much to leave this hot oven another time.
I wanna go taiwan, japan, hong kong, korea and many many more!
Haha, i want to visit the countries during autumn. I can't go during winter cause whenever i wear tight clothings and when i come back into this freakingly hot oven, i get rash.
-_- pathetic much.

Anyhowz.
My sister ordered my two tops already!
I'm so happy. But, i have to be prepared to pay 60. Or more.
Hahah.
But i think it's worth it.
Since i cannot find them here.
Heading to town after beiwei and ahwen's tt training on tuesday.
Hope to get some stuff there.
I'm so gonna cut down on Starbucks, cakes, ice-creams and whatever expensive food.
Shall go on a healthier diet.
When i have more money, then i shall start it again!
I wanna get tanks, interesting tops and 1 more bottom.
:D

Can't wait!

Random.

2009-11-06T21:09:00.000-08:00

Out of the 10 items,
i only buying 1 and 10.
-.-
No money la. Cannot blame me, i also wish to buy everything.
But you think can find my size meh.
Anyhowz.
I'm so pathetic and sad now.
No job, no pay, no money.
I wanna go town asap.
With the money i'm gonna have soon.

Mother still owe me my 92 dollars plus my 100 bucks for cny clothes.
Lol.
I'm so bored. Stupid speaker spoilt.
Cannot watch F.O.
):
I'm so bored. Someone come and play with me.
I was thinking.
If i had the money, i don't have to fret about how much those clothes cost, how much i have to pay and does it worth the cost.
Sigh, i feel like a pathetic bitch right now.

Yes, i'm still shopping online now.
:D UO now.
Hahaha.
But it's damn expensive.
Nice clothes all come with a price.
Shipping fees are even worser.
Rawr.
Told you, if i had the money, i won't be fretting over these minute things.

Boom boom pow.
I've no job. Someone pay me to do something?
Like be your servant cum maid cum bodyguard or something?

Crashed together.

2009-11-06T03:16:00.001-08:00

Am so sad right now.
I realised one thing - I'm in despo need of money right now.
Ahhh.
Mother promised 100bucks for cny clothes blah blah.
But i still need.
Like really need!
I just hope my sister doesn't nag at me after seeing my cart.
Ya know, the things that i'm getting.

Okay, i'm sort of a loser.
My arms are aching, my legs are aching.
Cause of basketball yesterday.
Ohmygosh, i swear it was fun like omfg.
I was laughing all the way.
The guys were funny.
Haha.
Thanks so much for the day.
It really made a day of my life meaningful.
It was that day when i didn't even thought of those irritating questions.
Didn't even entertain thoughts of distress.

Anyhoo, i've been hogging onto the computer for like 5 -6 hours.
He he he.
And, i've been like a food addict these days.
For what? I don't know either.
Delicious food tempts me.
I had another cake after that haagen dazs treat just days after.
Guess what after that?
I had Macdonald's for breakfast!
Next,
I had subway cookies.
Like two cookies.
I ate.
Then yesterday, cookies again.
This time, i gave 1 to my sister for treating me one bar of kitkat.
Not those 60cents one but those 1 dollar ones.
Yup, so i ate 2.
Then i had quite a good breakfast today.
Though it's only a bread from Breadtalk, it still beats ahma-house-brought-back-breads 10 times down.
Then not long after that, i had rice with fish soup.
Yummeh!
Am feeding on Sticky now.

Haha, i can't wait to have another round of Macs!
This time, BIG BREAKFAST.
Oh, where's my obolo?! :(
Sorry that i've been such a food craze these days.
I've to resort to splurging if it helps me in gaining some kilos.
I wanna reach 45kg asap.!
I'm serious, not kidding!
Am so hungry now.
I'm gonna burst my tummy now!

Byebye.
Dinner won't be nice but at the very least, it still fills my stomach!
I'll make some milk later tonight.
I haven't had milk in the morning.
Haha, i sound like a baby now.

Goodbye!
Showing my sister my cart later!
Hope she doesn't nag. ):

Ohyes,
by the way,
we made plans to go to KL in Dec.
I got all exhilarated at the thought of playing in Times Square. Playing means/equals to themepark. Haha, i missed those times when Pauline and I went all over the place, queuing up, screaming our lungs out and going up and down like two mad children.
Really, those days are the thrilling-est days of my life.
I wanna be like those times.
But my dumb mother says cuz of H1N1.
She doesn't wanna get it so,
asking them to get chalet.
Persuade her in going together with meee! I really miss those days!

Haha, on a lighter note, two chalets during the Dec holidays?
Nice!
Hopefully there'll be something to do.

I WANT. I WANT. I WANT.

2009-11-05T20:52:00.000-08:00

32.25$ (1)

28.35$ (2)

19.35$ (3)

22.20$ (4)

34.35$ (5)

26.70$ (6)

19.35$ (7)

19.35(8)

25.35$ (9)
21.75$ (10)

^^v

Advise me, anyone?

Haha. I'm so gonna get at least 5.

It would be perfect if i buy all 10 but it will cost me 249$.

I can cough it out.

100$ from my mom cuz of CNY and 149$ shouldn't be a problem. ;)

Cuz mom still owe me 92$ from the leftovers of 400.

52 bucks from savings will save the prob.

But.

I'm smart k?

I know some tops don't suit me.

So, i'm gonna go look for more online at other places. ^^v

Heh heh heh.

I can don't grab - 5 , 6 , 7 , 8 , 10.

But if i have to wear the rest for CNY, uhm. I'll wear something else that i'll get from somewhere else. Haha.

No no! I will wear 4. :D Then plus one shorts.

TADAH.

Hahaha. Thanks, i'm so smart.

Uhh, maxinee, number one is not lynette's.

It only has grey, blue and white, no green.

Haha, so is not i copy her.

I have to force out the 100 from my mom.

The 92$, she can pay up later. I just need that 100.

And i'm good to go! :DCuz i thought of wearing like this for CNY.

But another question sprang up. Do i have the body built to wear it?

It's 56" across, 28" long from back neckline to hem. -_-

Obviously i don't.

I'll seriously look like some stingray.

Eh!?

I made some big discovery.

Hahahahaha. I just found out that.

Actually.

It only reaches until my FBT shorts.

The back isn't too long either.

Hahahaha. Okay, maybe i should get it.

Yay, if i get tops no. 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 9 and 10.

It should cost only around 161.85$ :D

Yes! As soon as my sister comes back and she gives the green sign.

And, my mother to give me the 100 for CNY, tadah!

I can get my stuff!

Which is called 'package'!

Indeed.

2009-11-03T21:25:00.000-08:00

Guys are jerks.
I agree. Totally.
They don't mean what they say. Or am I being too presumption?
You tell me, who should I believe now?
YouTube videos? Or what you said on tv?
Hey, it's getting a little too over now.
My head is seriously spinning like merry go-round with images of you flashing one by one.
Or perhaps? I shouldn't watch that video. Then everything won't surface.
Truth is, am I still being so crazy over you? Some foolish thing called 'love' that will never happen?

Fact is, I've been running away.
Escaping from this tangled wreck.
It's hard to get a both sides win-win situation.
People think I'm being very very insane.
Maybe I should consider this? - love isn't about possession.
Yeah, my retribution.
Hard to find out why cause I bottle up all thoughts. I don't even dare to say them out. It'll be so sluty and bitchy.

I save myself.
No one can save me.
Beat remedy is to let you go and let you out.
It's impossible to keep you back in, pretending only me and you exist on this earth.

I'll always remember this lesson you taught me - guys are jerks. They cannot be relied on. Rely on yourself, don't trust men.
Thank you for this precious lesson which cannot be bought with money.
You take care, be well and strive well. All the best in everything you do.
Don't get cheated or hurt by women as well.
Be it you see this or not, I'll still post this for you.

Lucks.

2009-11-01T07:51:00.000-08:00

要說的多華麗才能說出最默契的默契

我在你身邊呼吸都沉默你卻懂我每個情緒

這世界太熱閙怎麽傾聽一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音

這世界再熱閙還好我們剛好在這裏剛好很安靜

所有感受不用形容已經那么懂

所有的感動是安靜的心動

這世界再熱鬧也沒關係

They'll do well! :D
Idiot boy, jiayou.
They ain't going down yet.

PAULINE.PAULINE.PAULINE.

2009-11-01T04:57:00.001-08:00

Thanks to pauline! :D
TYTY, she passed me her thumbdrive.
She saved my life for tomorrow.
HAHA.
I'm heading down to grandma's.
It's so boring there.
I need something or even better, someone to keep me company.
I'll be hell bored there.

Kudos to her!
I've got some games in my itouchiee.
Will be trying to transfer them asap into my itouch.
Boring, my itouch's only 8GB.
Enough not ah?

Okay fine,
whatever.
I'm finally online.
HAHA.
I've been so hooked on to the touch keyboard on my itouch.
It's damn fun. HAHA, typing on the screen.
But it's irritating sometimes to have to correct some words that i've typed wrongly.

I'm all eff-ed up seriously.
By those stupid stains.
RAWR.
-claws you.-

Anyhowssssss.
I now think that,
Momo Love very nice.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Previously i was lamenting on how L should get to act that role.
But now, it seems WANGDONGCHENG does it better.
Firstly is because i dunwan L to get taken advantaged of.
HAHA.
Secondly, i dunwan L to develop feelings for that idiot woman.
HAHA.
I'm mocking at myself though i hate people mocking at me.

I'm such an ass in the butt.
Sad case.
Who wants to go tanning? :D
Raise hand leh.
PREASE.
HAHA, i'm dying to go.
GO SENTOSA WITH MEEEE!
Before the raining season comes.
I'll be damn damn sad when it comes and i haven't go tan.
Then i'll be a raw chicken.
I don't careeeeee. I must go.
^^

Uhmm, i've been contemplating these days.
I'm thinking of why i'm so disturbed by that thing?
Yep, just so disturbed.
I felt empty inside.
Don't know why.
It burnt when i knew she was snatching.

Wish me luck for tomorrow!
I'm gonna use my energy and saliva to persuade my mother into buying games for me.
It's cheap.
Like just 1, 2 or 3 dollars for one game.
Depends on the game.
I'm gonna pay her.
While she help me pay with credit card.
She won't get cheated.
Like what pauline say 'who want to cheat your small amount of money when the company is so big?!'
Lol, i hope this works.
Otherwise, pauline ah, ask your mom help me.
HAHAHA. That one is ultimate K.O man!