Sometimes, it's good to not know.

Urgh.
To be honest, i dread to see very little people online. Now especially is close to Common Test 2.
I'm really very scared deep down. I don't seem to study alot yet, i seem to play alot.
I use the computer almost everyday. Neither am i smart.
Urghhh. This really made me feel very small and afraid. I'm always so scared that people will catch up. And i won't do well. People can study at night, but i can't!
Maybe i should start trying to get into the right mood. I shouldn't use the computer anymore. Okay, i'm so off this machine in 10minutes.
I'm lost! I totally have no idea of what to study. I hate exams like totally and seriously. It always gives me this crappy feeling. Oh, great, i'm so gonna lose an hour tomorrow because i friggingly forgotten that my specs was with me on one night and i slept with it. I somehow crushed it and now, one of the nosepads went off-course.
Oh, great.
I don't wanna go tomorrow, neither on sunday. I shall postpone and bear with it. I seriously ought to go study like a nerd tomorrow. But i hope i don't fry my brains coz after i do lots of work, i do lose control and get everything screwed/wasted/wrong.
I'm gonna try my very best to get cracking on some subjects.
Maybe, i should start with Science.
That great subject which subjected me to fail/do badly.
Sounds right.
People blog a short post then go off to study.
While i post such a long post and in the end after blogging, go to bed.
Nuts. Okay, it's nine.
I'm going off.
This computer never fails to seduce me into using it.
I don't like youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

I hope i won't be tempted!
5 more days to Common Test Twoo.
JIAYOU EVERYONE.
I don't think anyone would see this coz you all are busy preparing.
Do well too! (;